October 2003
OCTOBER 30, 2003 :: 05:11PM I haven't eaten lunch yet.
Jammin' to ... feelin'It's a bit after 3pm over here on the left coast. I'm leaving the office in about an hour to take my dog to the vet. I really should leave at 3:30 so I can eat something before the vet appointment at 4:30. After the vet I have to go straight home, shower really quick and leave again at 5:30. My parents and brother are coming up and we're having a family outing. Actually I think it'll just be my brother, sister and me. Anyway... I'm just rambling now.
Tomorrow afternoon my extended family and I will be embarking on a cruise down the Pacific to Ensenada, Mexico. NOT looking forward to it. I'd much rather spend Halloween getting drunk off my ass with friends in skimpy costumes. But hey, it's a free mini-vacation. Why not? Plus I don't think it'd make my grandparents too happy if I ditched everyone. I haven't even packed! I don't even have any clean laundry! Argh!!! I'm so lame.
Alright... gotta get back to work now.
OCTOBER 27, 2003 :: 10:48PM Changed the font.
Jammin' to ... feelin'Site was too hard for me to read, I don't expect you to go through that torture either. So what's new with me? Too lazy to form complete sentences so I'll list 'em.
Have a new puppy in my life. He's a 2 month old Yorkie named Oliver. I love him to pieces. Went to the Queen Mary Haunted Shipwreck thing last night. Walked way too damn much in heels. I hate myself. Getting in gear for the '03-'04 NBA season!!! I've got butterflies in my tummy. These fires are scaring the F out of me. My poor mommy and daddy are right near them too and they just bought their house a few months ago. Congrats to Star & Jason on their recent nuptuals! I miss you :)
G'night!
OCTOBER 23, 2003 :: 06:53PM I'm having a moment.
Jammin' to ... feelin'Alright I know this doesn't happen all too much lately, but I'm feeling overwhelmed right now and need to share. Just know that none of the following will make complete sense. I have ten thousand thoughts floating in my head and none of them are related. Here it goes....
I have never felt more inadequate, in my entire almost-22 years of existence, than I do right now. Why does it seem like every trend happens in big chunks of time? And as soon as one trend exits, and a new one enters, following the previous trend is blasphemy? Why are we all hypocrites? We say that we're so open-minded and are far from racist, sexist, any other ist. Yet almost every word that oozes out of our mouths proves otherwise? Why do we think it's okay when it's happening to other people and when something happens to ourselves, the end of the world is coming? Why do we try soooo hard to be different? I sure as hell don't think it's bad to be different but when you're putting up this front just so you can stand out in a crowd.. you're EVEN WORSE! I wish there were three days in every weekend and four days in every work week. SHE WAS MARRIED. SHE LIED TO YOU AND YET YOU STILL WANT TO BE WITH HER. I can't believe you told me to grow up. Especially in the manner that you did. Look in the mirror once in a while, will ya! Stop repeating every piece of gossip you hear on the internet in my IM window. I don't fucking care! They're always taken, gay or far away. Hahahaha, Will & Grace is great. Although it should be called Will, Jack & Karen. Grace annoys the fuck out of me. I wish I were psychic so I know exactly when the UPS man is coming. We want the truth. We beg for the truth. We get angry when we hear otherwise. Yet when we do hear the truth, we get hurt. The truth hurts, that should be a given! I'm only as good as the good half of me. Who are you and what have you done with my pants? I wonder if there is any actor in the world that is seven or more degrees from Kevin Bacon. Salmon or chicken? I don't see what's so wrong with liking pop music. It's muzak, people, not fucking politics. It won't ruin your life if it exists. Don't give me that dirty look, bitch! You're the one who parked 3.981277 cm away from me!
Oh man... that felt good. This may come more often.
OCTOBER 22, 2003 :: 03:14AM I can't sleep. @#$@#!
Jammin' to ... feelin'It's 3am and I am wide awake. Well my brain is tired but my eyelids are not heavy at all. This is how bored I am: I've been rearranging my buddy list for the past half hour. WTF! Grrr.
The evening with Jason went super duper well. I've found that I've had most success with guys when I don't blog about them, so I'll leave it at that. But I will say that the one thing I like most about him is that he has no clue what this "internet" is or how to use a "computer." ROcK!
School is giving me a fucking headache and I haven't even started yet. Paperwork out the wazoo. Money out the wazoo. All to get a piece of paper that says "congrats you spent $500000000 to be not-dumb." I start October 30th, and then I leave the next day for a cruise. Fun.. or not.
I want my puppy now. :(
OCTOBER 21, 2003 :: 10:32AM Mac Users
Jammin' to ... feelin'If you're a Mac user viewing this site, don't be alarmed. I know it looks like utter shit but I'm slowly trying to make it look ok on both PCs and Macs. Heh, yeah shouldn't be too tough of a task except I'm a fuckin' moron. :D
Tonight is sushi night with my buddy Jason, as mentioned in the previous entry. Please let's hope this wasn't as dull and coma-enducing as the last one.
OCTOBER 20, 2003 :: 01:28PM The new guy.
Jammin' to ... feelin'Looks like new guy and I are going for sushi tomorrow. Sushi. Bah. Can he be anymore unoriginal? It's like the only thing to do in the valley is fuck or eat sushi. And I mean the seafood.
Oh, and I'm getting a new puppy possibly this weekend! We're gonna check him out on Saturday to put a deposit and then the breeder will see if he's fit to come home with me yet. I can't wait... I need a sidekick.
Phone's ringin. See ya!
OCTOBER 18, 2003 :: 07:17PM It's supposed to be FALL!
Jammin' to ... feelin'So why the FUCK is it so fucking hot?!? I took a shower a couple hours ago and I feel like taking another one cuz I feel so fucking sticky. The ceiling fan in my bedroom doesn't even work so I'm fucking sweating. I'm sleepy, but I've taken naps on and off all day. I'm hungry but I'm waiting on my sister to get here with the rice. I'm bored out of my fucking mind. This day seems like it's never going to end.
I have this entertainment center in my room that I need to get rid of SO BADLY. I could sell it for maybe $75-100 but I really don't have the patience to wait. I might just have the Salvation Army come by and take it away. I just need a TV stand now.
I'm crushing on someone. Already? Haha.. yeah. He's a neat guy. I can talk to him about whatever sick and twisted thought is on my mind and he won't judge me for it. Well, he'll tell me I'm a sick fuck but that's fine! At least I don't scare him. :p
OCTOBER 17, 2003 :: 07:40PM What's that smell?
Jammin' to ... feelin'There's a foul, foul, foul stench in the living room. I have no idea where it's coming from. It might be that box of trash waiting to be thrown out by the door, but I know it's only full of paper scraps. Could it be my upper lip? Quite possible.
For the first time in a long time I've got a lot of dough burning a hole in my pocket. I want rims for the Porsche but I can't justify spending 3-4K on what I want. I want a puppy again but I have to think about the long-term responsibilities. Especially with going to school and working both full time. I could just save it like a normal person.. but I've also been eyeing this coffee table. Argh. Shut up Mae and pretend you don't have this money.
Geez, it's barely 7:40 and I feel like going to bed already. But I can't...
OCTOBER 12, 2003 :: 11:45PM Ugh. I'm already hating the work day.
Jammin' to ... feelin'And it's not even Monday yet. In about 20 minutes it'll be. I don't know why I'm dreading the work week. It's just another normal week. Not like I was doing anything totally fun this weekend anyway. I just feel like pure crap. I know the reason for that, but I don't need to get into it.
Ooh! Top 5 is on the Food Network right now. I love this show.
Argh. I need to lie down.
OCTOBER 10, 2003 :: 02:54PM It's Friday already?
Jammin' to ... feelin'This week went by super duper fast for me. No one is in the office and my office manager is trying to convince me to let us all go home early. Eh, we get off at 4pm on Fridays as it is. Another half hour ain't gonna kill ya. After work I'm heading to the car wash to give my poor dirty baby a bath. It deserves it for being such a reliable boosted car!
Got an email from Leang making me jealous that he has touched the skin of my Brandon Boyd. Argh! One day, I shall see him and make sweet love on a bed covered with rose petals. HAHA. Maybe sooner than later, because my sister and I were chosen to be extras in this movie as part of the concert scene. Free food and Incubus concert afterwards!!! Right now I'm listening to my Incubus Live @ Lollapalooza 2003 CD. You can get your very own at www.incubusbootlegs.com. They have a snippet of their cover of "Hello" by Lionel Richie on it!! I have the entire song though, so if anyone's interested let me know. :) Sounds cheezy but their rendition is frickin' frackin' awesome.
Yesterday I spent the better part of my day talking back and forth with my mother and school counselor. Financial aid, loans, promissory notes out the wazooooo. This is all a fucking pain in the ass since I'm sort of still considered a dependent, even though I am independent. I think everything is under control though, just waiting on the PIN people to send my mom's PIN so she can sign off my FAFSA. I should be starting school by the end of the month. One full time job, one very part time job and full time school. Yeah, that should keep me busy.
Sooo now I'm just winding the day down at work. About to leave in about 10 minutes. I'm looking forward to my relaxing weekend. My parents are also coming up to visit in their brand new car. Can't wait to see it!!!
OCTOBER 04, 2003 :: 08:14PM $#%$#@! TheCounter.com
Jammin' to ... feelin'Everytime I try to add my counter code, the entire right hand section of the site disappears. I'm almost positive I have all the table cells/rows in the right places. I really can't think of any reason for the whole column to disappear. Oh well... no use frustrating myself.
The inhabitants in the unit right across from me in the neighboring apartment complex are fucking loud and rude. They come home at late hours yelling and screaming at each other outside of their doorway. I can hear their entire conversation quite clearly in the middle of the fucking night when I'm trying to sleep. People!!
I finally went to the laundromat today. My laundry had been slowly piling up quite high in the corner of my room. I packed up my tiny hatchback with 6 loads of laundry and headed to the coin wash. To my delight it was empty! Weeee. I threw all my clothes into six washers. Then I walked around to the other side and saw these newer machines that hold 3 loads. Haha... doi. Next time. After I had already claimed the 6 washers, people started coming in one after the other. Glad I got there when I did! Luckily the dryers are huge, so I only had to use three of them. Can you believe I got 6 loads of laundry done in less than an hour?!? Awesome!! Too bad I still have about three loads here that I couldn't fit in my car. I left the whites, sheets and towels. I'll probably finish these tomorrow.
WHY THE HELL am I still talking about my laundry?
Oh yeah! I got my wisdom teeth out on Friday morning. All four of them, and I took it like a champ! I went in at 8:30 and immediately went into the operating room. The last thing I remembered was getting a shot in my arm and a nose mask going over my face. Next thing I know I'm in a different room with the dentist explaining to my bf how to take care of me and what not. I get up, wobble to the car, get home, and collapse on my bed. I knocked out for about two hours before getting up again. I felt completely fine! No swelling, bruising or bleeding either. Doc says it will start hurting after 72 hours but that's okay, I'm armed with a bottle full of vicodin for that. I just can't wait to eat solid foods again. But I think I'll be okay with this chocolate ice cream, jello, and soup diet. :D
OCTOBER 04, 2003 :: 03:18PM New Layout.
Jammin' to ... feelin'I hope you like it. I hope you can actually read this text. If not, then I'm sorry. NOT! Muahahaha. Just kidding. Well it's as simple as can be but it highlights the journal which is the point of this site anyway. The miscellaneous crap is placed out of the day and the main look is not so busy.
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