September 2002

SEPTEMBER 30, 2002 :: 08:46PM

My new haircut. Jammin' to ... feelin'

Here is how short my hair is. Before the cut, it was a bit past my waist. Bye bye, hair.

SEPTEMBER 30, 2002 :: 10:07AM

New RAW FILES entry Jammin' to ... feelin'

Title: WHOA... (e-mail for access.)

SEPTEMBER 30, 2002 :: 09:44AM

I'm a new woman today Jammin' to ... feelin'

Over the weekend I had red highlights put in my hair. Red, like fire truck red. The fuckin' shit washed out the next day (yes, I was aware it would fade quick, but not that quick). I hopped in the car and bought some N'Rage N'Tense Red hair dye. It was supposed to be deep blood red but it turned out pink. Hot pink. Ahhh. I mean, it looked alright but I looked like a wannabe punk rocker. I just went to the restroom and the color is fading already. Well, good. Now I can find a better color to really make it dark red. Ughhh my hair is going to be so damaged. I walked into work this morning expecting everyone to look at me funny but they seem to like it. Even the parking attendant complemented me. Strange. I was faahhhreeeezing this morning. My uncle took my mattress and box spring so I had to sleep on a small ass air mattress. I went to bed wearing sweat pants and a tank top with a thin blanket. My window was also wide open. BIG mistake. I woke up at 2am shivering my ass off searching frantically for a bigger blanket or a sweatshirt. Found a sweat shirt but still shivering. Everytime I tossed and turned the air mattress would make farting noises (it's made of rubber). Tonight I will be prepared with a huge warm blanket. I'm better off sleeping on the floor because that air mattress is like sleeping on a blow up doll.

SEPTEMBER 27, 2002 :: 10:19PM

Musical Break Jammin' to ... feelin'

I posted a song clip a long time ago, just thought I'd do it again for fun. Gives you a more clear idea of my current state of emotion, huh? (Yes it's me singing.) Title: I'm Your Natural Woman Popularized by: Deborah Cox File Size/Length: 1,681KB; 02:14 Title: Why Does It Hurt So Bad Popularized by: Whitney Houston File Size/Length: 692KB; 00:55 You will need to download Real Player to hear 'em.

SEPTEMBER 25, 2002 :: 04:35PM

New RAW FILES entry Jammin' to ... feelin'

Title: Mae has a new toy :-O (e-mail for access.)

SEPTEMBER 23, 2002 :: 10:49PM

Just wanted to say... Jammin' to ... feelin'

Hi Aaron. :o)

SEPTEMBER 23, 2002 :: 07:35PM

I need a new layout. Jammin' to ... feelin'

I need a new layout. Gah!

SEPTEMBER 23, 2002 :: 02:00PM

I want to cut my thumb off. Jammin' to ... feelin'

My right hand is in a very annoying yet very protective splint. For some reason I have this excruciating pain in my right thumb and index finger that comes and goes whenever it pleases. It's a royal pain the ass. I can hardly drive, I can't brush my hair, I can't even wipe my own ass. I'm left-handed when I write but I use my right hand for everything else I do. One of my co-workers went to go get some lunch for me. Ain't he a sweetie? It's 2PM and I completely forgot that I hadn't eaten lunch. I had an early meeting and afterwards I was on the phone with a sweetie pie for a good hour or so. My desk is a mess, I have 10 million deadlines but I really haven't the slightest desire to work on anything. I just want to daydream about what I talked about it my latest raw files entry. ;o) My boss is leaving for two months to help support the corporate gyms my company is opening in Boston. I'm a little saddened by that. Two months without my daily eye candy is going to be tough. Haha, I'm sooo bad.

SEPTEMBER 21, 2002 :: 01:57AM

New RAW FILES entry Jammin' to ... feelin'

Title: I've got a crush (e-mail for access.)

SEPTEMBER 18, 2002 :: 11:16PM

I need a new hairstyle. Jammin' to ... feelin'

I want to do something totally different with my hair. Right now it's a bland long black straight design. I did a virtual makeover and came up with these four different do's. What do you think?

SEPTEMBER 16, 2002 :: 09:18PM

OH SHIT!!! Jammin' to ... feelin'

I am in complete shock right now!!!! I honestly do not know what to believe, I'm afraid of getting my hopes up way high only for them to crash down. AHHH!!!!!

SEPTEMBER 16, 2002 :: 01:23AM

Weekend in the Inland Empire. Jammin' to ... feelin'

Saturday night my valley buddy and I trekked southeast to the very, very Inland Empire to have a girls night/day out. We drank, they got high, we talked a whole lotta shit, the usual. Today we headed back west to attend the LA County Fair in Pomona. I had a lot of fun. I sure did need that... my year is still the worst year I've ever had and it's probably going to stay that way. I came home at 1AM so of course my sister and aunt already stole the two spots in the garage. I was a little apprehensive to leave my car out in the driveway, especially since the gate in my complex decided it wants to stay open. My bedroom faces the street, so I pulled my blinds wide open and I'm going to sleep with one eye open. I've got the phone handy in case I'll need to dial the fuzz. Hmm. Maybe I should get my camera ready too so I can catch them in the act. Hah. Paranoid much? I've got to wake up in 6 hours and I am SO not looking forward to it. It's just one of those nights where I know I'm going to feel like shit when I wake up. I took some work home to finish over the weekend and I didn't even take it out of the envelope I put it in. I'm having unreal fantasies about my boss. I've always thought he was quite handsome and I'd fuck him in a millisecond, but lately it has been heightened. Blah. Sleep time.

SEPTEMBER 10, 2002 :: 05:10PM

I can't be losing sleep over this... Jammin' to ... feelin'

If ever in the future I say that I am over it and that I've moved on, don't believe a word I say. I really don't think I'll ever be...

SEPTEMBER 10, 2002 :: 12:03AM

I was bad today. Jammin' to ... feelin'

I got pierced today. No, not on my ears.

SEPTEMBER 08, 2002 :: 11:11PM

Separation Anxiety. Jammin' to ... feelin'

I think I am sufferring from separation anxiety. Everytime I leave my parents' house in San Diego to come back home to LA I get all moody. I wish I could stay longer than the weekend but I am all out of vacation days this year. I wasted them all slacking off at home. A lot goes through my brain while I'm on a long drive. Tonight I realized how young I still am and how many years I have ahead of me. I'm only 20 years old, about to turn 21 in a couple months but I live the life of a 35 year old woman. Why am I rushing life? Why am I worrying that if I don't settle down right now, that I'll never be settled? What the heck? Most people don't even think about being settled until they're at least 25. Here I am, a mere 20 already thinking that I am running out of time. So now I wonder... are the benefits of being a semi-adult worth sufferring from the temporary seperation anxiety I experience? Yeah... we are all bound to leave the nest some day, at least I've got a head start.

SEPTEMBER 05, 2002 :: 12:03AM

Being single. Jammin' to ... feelin'

For the first time this whole year, I am enjoying being single.

SEPTEMBER 03, 2002 :: 10:35AM

Personality disorder. Jammin' to ... feelin'

Disorder Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: High Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: High Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: High -- Click Here To Take The Test --

SEPTEMBER 01, 2002 :: 11:39AM

My neck hurts. Jammin' to ... feelin'

FUUUUUCKK. My neck hurts. There's a family party at my house today. My grandma, mom and brother's birthday party all rolled into one. People should be arriving any second and here I am half asleep typing away in my pajamas. BTW, thought more about the cam and decided against it. Thought more about a new layout and definitely gonna happen soon. By the scent of my armpit, it's time for a shower. Kidding, I think.

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