February 2003

FEBRUARY 25, 2003 :: 08:33AM
Uneasy.
Jammin' to ... feelin'


I have an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. Could it be that sushi I ate for lunch? Probably. Might it be that every inch of my body is aching from snowboarding this weekend? Likely. Is it because I just read another article about that fire in Rhode Island? Most definitely. These grieving families... dead music lovers... assed-out club owners... and a city in mourning. It's just so disheartening. I really feel like it's the end of the world.

Blah. Enough serious talk.




FEBRUARY 20, 2003 :: 04:34AM
New RAW FILES entry
Jammin' to ... feelin'


Title: So, I snapped.

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FEBRUARY 20, 2003 :: 04:03AM
Freaks.
Jammin' to ... feelin'


Freaks...freaks all around me, I tell ya.

And not the good kind either.




FEBRUARY 10, 2003 :: 04:27PM
Thought of the second.
Jammin' to ... feelin'


Why do people say "You're only XX age once" when you're actually XX age for 364 days.




FEBRUARY 10, 2003 :: 12:03PM
An update on my life.
Jammin' to ... feelin'


Work: Things are as stressful as ever but I am slowly seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. We've basically split my job into two; I'm moving on up the corporate ladder and concentrating more on the important things while giving the other half of my job to the new Office Manager we hired. I'm really having a hard time letting go of control but I just have to. I was bogged down all the time with the thousands of things I had to do.

I moved to the back office which is definitely better than where I used to be, but eh. Maybe in another year I'll have a nicer office. I missed my co-worker's birthday party on Saturday night which is a bummer. I wasn't able to dominate the karaoke machine. I cleaned all day and didn't have the energy to get ready and go out.

Social Life: ..or the lack thereof. Last weekend I worked, the weekend before that I visited my parents in San Diego, and every other weekend besides this one I hung out with my sister. I don't have energy to trek out to the Inland Empire lately. This weekend though I'm having an Anti-Valentine's Day celebration at my house. It should be fun. I haven't seen my friends in a while.

Love Life: ..again, the lack thereof. Haven't talked to Rob in a few days and Roscoe's 1st birthday was on Thursday. I didn't get to talk to either of them and I'm a bit sad about that. It's scary how attached I am to my lil Roscoe. I've put off starting any new relationships because, well, I'm simply not even close to ready for it. Besides, boys suck. :oP

Family Life: I'm so happy for my parents, they just closed on a loan for a new house! We used to own a brand new house when I was in elementary thru middle school, but my parents had to sell it and they've been renting ever since. Well, when I visited my parents a couple weekends ago we visited this house they had put in an offer for. It's in a great location (walking distance to my favorite Mexican restaurant :drool:), it's pretty new, and the architecture is unique. I warned my mom that if she attempted to decorate the new house with what she had in the current one, that I'd lock her in the closet, steal her credit card and go on a shopping spree at IKEA, Z Gallerie and Pottery Barn. My mother still has furniture from before I was born. Now that's not vintage, it's just tacky.

The Hooptie: Well I'm back in the saddle again. I purchased an S2000 steering wheel and a pair of Sparco Torino racing seats are on the way. I'm debating on some Tein HA coilovers (I had some last summer but had to sell them for financial reasons) or the SS version which is supposed to ride softer and closer to stock. I was up until 4am Saturday morning and 6am this morning just reading article after article about forced induction. That is the path I am going to take. I'm excited. Boost, here I come!




FEBRUARY 03, 2003 :: 02:07PM
Picture Time!
Jammin' to ... feelin'


Back at my parents' house in San Diego there was this frame on the wall of my old bedroom with a round of pictures of myself throughout my school years with a big senior picture in the middle. I'm sure you've seen these frames before. So I took out all my pictures so I could take them home and share them all with you, how dorky I've always been throughout life.







Click To Enlarge Pics
1st Grade...when my parents thought I was the 5th Beatle3rd Grade...I swear if I still had this dress and could fit in it, I'd be stylin4th Grade...look at my buck teef5th Grade...Wow check out the fro!
8th Grade...I was a wannabe thug.  Check out my Ben Davis9th Grade...Yes, my hair was this short once upon a timeBetween 9th-10th Grade...still short haired11th Grade...wtf is this pseudo seductive look I have on my face




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