3.24.2001

current time is 12:31:34 AM
listening to >>> "quality control" by J5
I spent over two hundred dollars on my sister's birthday gift yesterday. She is an insanely huge Backstreet Boys fan, so I went to the gallery at the mall and bought her a framed autographed picture of the boys. It was such an impulse buy, I didn't even think twice I just wrote out a check and walked away while she was processing it so that I couldn't change my mind. It was all worth it though, I know she loved it. I have this thing about giving gifts, I LOVE doing it. Especially when I know exactly what will make them happy. Heh... that's weird considering I'm selfish in most every other aspect of my life.

Hi Dave.

I was cravin' some sushi tonight. Kevin was down in LA today so we chilled for a little bit. I was gonna take him to get some sushi at my favorite restaurant but by the time he got here it was closed. Ahh well, maybe tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm also thinking of driving down to San Diego to visit my friend and her kids. I miss those two little rugrats. I'm starting to miss all my San Diego friends. *sigh* Oh well life goes on.

I got what's known as a "lateral" promotion today at work. Hehe.. meaning I get a title promotion but not a pay promotion. It's kind of a silly joke, but hey they said it's official so I'm stickin to it. Hehe.. my new title is Executive Senior Vice President of Accounts. It's just a really really really fancy title for Office Manager, which is what I currently am. I did however get a $500 bonus for doing such an excellent job at work. Damn I'm good. Hahaha... well I guess it kinda evens out all those 12 hour days I spent slaving away at my desk without the luxury of overtime pay. Well not really, but close enough.

I'm hoping to save up as much money as possible so that by the time my parents buy my car from me, I'll be able to pay for a GS-R in full. It would be nice not to have anymore monthly car payments, plus interest rates would stop ass raping me. WoOhOo! I'm happy. For once in my life I'm genuinely happy. Ok well I'm gonna take my happy ass to bed now. Goodnight!
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3.20.2001

current time is 9:49:56 PM
listening to >>> "more than that" by the backstreet boys
SHADDUP! I like this song and I'm not ashamed to admit it! Hahahaha....

Oh I had a bad day at work today. I almost blew up on one of my co-workers cuz he was being such a pain in the ass when he knew I already had a million other things to do. I need to hire another person to fucking answer the phones and take over some of my stupid shit. There's only about 4 or 5 of us in the office at a time so we don't have a receptionist. We all just answer the phones, whoever is available to pick it up. It's fucking dumb cuz the phone rings so gahhdamn much. I'm gonna talk to my boss about possibly bringing someone in part time at least to help me out.

BTW, sorry I've been AWOL from the internet for a couple days. I was in San Diego undercover all weekend and at work I don't really go on AIM that much. It was a much needed vacation from my hectic life. I slept a whole lot thinking... damn I'm only 19 years old and I've already gotten this far into my career. I need to slow down a little bit. I kinda wanna take the weekend off and get drunk or party just to feel like my age again. Cuz right now, I feel like I'm 36 and I'm going through my midlife crisis. Ack.

I found a song to sing at my aunt's wedding. I dunno if you've heard it before but it's called "Colour of my Love" by Celine Dion. Hey heeeey I know Celine is damn annoying but it's a beautiful wedding song and perfect for my range. Gotta practice now.. I haven't performed in a while. I kinda miss it. Getting ready for shows, waiting backstage with the other acts, shit like that. Ahh high school... those were the days.

We STILL haven't found a fucking apartment. ARGHH!!!!!!!!

Oh did I mention I'm a victim of credit card fraud? Yep someone took my Visa Check Card information and tried to wire 300 bucks to Romania through Western Union. WHO the FUCK do I know in Romania?! That shit pisses me off! So then I had to cancel my check card which I use to buy EVERYTHING (since I never ever carry cash anymore) and wait another week and a half for them to send me a new one. FUCKING BASTARDS! You guys better watch out when you buy shit online. I buy shit online all the damn time and I never thought I'd be a victim of this shit. FUCKING LOSERS!!!

Geez I think I've spouted enough profanity in this entry alone to last me the rest of the week. Ahh who the fuck cares I don't give a flying fuck if I cuss throughout my whole damn mother fuckin entry and shit. HAHA I'm kidding. I'll stop now.

I was thinking about that one dude today. The one I mention every now and then... but never ever by name. The one I sometimes mention that I'm falling in love with... well yeah. I was just thinking about how it was with me and him back when we had somewhat of an emotional relationship. I was on Cloud 9... he was perfect in every way (in my eyes, of course). Too bad it's not like that anymore with him. And it's also too bad that I don't have the balls to tell him that I still have feelings for him. I highly doubt he still has even the slightest amount of feeling for me, which is another reason I won't muster up the courage to tell him. We still keep in touch, and everytime I talk to him or see him all the feelings come rushing back. I've tried so many times to let go and completely forget about him but you know me, I lack self control. Ack. I'm such a sucker.

Well I must go now. gOoDniGhT. (<< I did that just for the hell of it.)
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