current time is 1:11:16 PM
listening to >>> "wrong way" by sublime
OOOHHH KAAY!!! My current host is a fucking punk bitch with shitty technical support so, I'm sorry to say that I will be switching hosts once again. I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!!!!!!!! Damn I don't even know if my site is working or not because it had this generic splash page when I checked earlier. I tried re-uploading my site and it still wouldn't work. FUCK YOU HOST FUCK YOU! If my site is down again for a couple days I'm sorry. Trust me, I'm 10x more irritated than you may be. Bye.
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current time is 11:56:48 PM
listening to >>> "all my fault" by fenix-tx "incomplete" by sisqo
This song is giving me a headache. Heh... ok let me change it real quick. Alright much better. Anyways, hi all. It's 11:35 pm. Don't you hate when it seems someone is ignoring you and you're not exactly sure why? I hate that. Especially someone like me who jumps to conclusions so quickly, my imagination starts getting carried away listing all the possible reasons this person could be ignoring me. Blah. I hate the way my mind works sometimes.
You know what? I think i'm in love. It sucks! Love sucks! I hate this feeling. Ack.
I have a job interview tomorrow morning. Now, if I get this, I will take it. No more of this nonsense pickiness cuz I am in desperate need of some income. My car payment is due in a couple days and I owe my mom $250 for my insurance. Damn. My life went downhill when I lost my job. Actually let me rephrase that, my life was already going downhill, but as soon as I lost my job, the VTEC kicked in and now it's accelerating downhill at a very high speed. Heheh sorry that was the import freak in me talking. *sigh* I need a job soon.
Ok.... I'm gonna go. I'm tired. Goodnight.
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current time is 6:55:06 PM
listening to >>> "against all odds" by mariah carey
Ok, I'm sorry. I sat down last night ready to write out a long ass blog but then my friend wanted me to call him so of course I complied. So here's my chance to get you guys all caught up on what's been going on in mi vida loca for the past few days. I even put my away message on AOL so that no IMs would interrupt me.
Well I'm still unemployed. I am so dumb. I turned down this awesome job here in San Diego working for the Union Tribune because I had plans to move up to LA this month. [BTW, I'm still kicking myself about it! Blah!] I had a job interview in Santa Ana yesterday but I'm going to turn that one down too if I get it. I highly doubt I'll get the job anyway since I totally bombed the interview. They had me write a page long essay about what I like about myself...?! Needless to say after a short paragraph I was stuck for a few minutes. What DO I like about myself? It's sad to say that's a hard question. Anyway, I'm gonna stop searching for a job in LA for the time being, and I'm just gonna find something here in SD until I'm ready to move.
I haven't spoken to Jason in a long time. A week almost. We're still mad at each other I guess. Ever since that incident right before Import Showoff things haven't been the same and I doubt they'll ever be the same again between us. I said some really harsh things to him and if I lose him as a friend it's all my fault. I just wish I had the balls to admit when I'm wrong. Why don't I just stop being a hard ass and call him? Ack.
What else... umm... oh I downloaded AOL 6.0 and I hate it! It sucks! Sure they added new features but they took away the features that I mostly used on 5.0! I can't turn my IMs off anymore, I can't reformat my screen name, and it's so damn slow. It also took me forever to find where to update my profile. They changed it from "AOL Profile" to "Directory Listing" or some shit. Everytime I sign on to AOL I have to disable ICQ first cuz it automatically signs on to that too which takes even longer.
I was reading the other Mae's blog a couple weeks ago and she forwarded her uReach voicemail to her cell phone. Cool! I did it too.. so if you wanna call me my number is 1-877-795-6751. I charge $2.95 per minute.. err... wait.. n/m. Haha just kidding! But yeah, call me if you want and leave a message on my voicemail or something.
Dum dee dumm... what else is goin on in my life. Uhh.... well nothing really. I guess that concludes tonight's blog. I'll write more later if I feel the need to spew my thoughts over the internet again. Bye!
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current time is 6:42:38 PM
listening to >>> "no more tears on my pillow" by mya
I've had it. I can't take it anymore. Ever since my dad has been gone my mom has been on my case. For what? I can honestly say I don't know. Every little thing she can get her hands on, every tiny thing I do that's not to her liking. I just sat through ten minutes straight of her yelling at me and my brother for no apparent reason. Yesterday she yelled at me like I was a little girl in front of my relatives. That pissed the shit out of me. I wanted to go to my friend's house this past Saturday and she yelled at me for wanting to go somewhere. She treats me like I am still 10 years old. I'm fucking fed up.
A lot has happened since last week. I've decided to look for a job in the LA area and stay with my aunt temporarily until I can find my own place. I'm going to move out one way or another, but if I find a job in LA it will be easier for my parents to accept. If I found a job here in San Diego and moved out, they wouldn't understand why, and then there will just be bad blood between us. I was planning on moving out anyway, but my mom has proved to me that she is never going to change as long as I'm living under her roof. She's practically packing my bags for me with every screech of her piercing voice.
I have an interview with a medical firm in the Santa Ana area. It's far from where my aunt lives, but if I get it I'm definitely going for it. I'm excited. I even bought a new dress suit so I can make a good impression. That reminds me I have to iron it. Don't wanna be all crinkly and shit.
Well my mom is bellowing for us to come hither. I'm just gonna do what she says so I don't have to hear that annoying screaming. Bye.
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current time is 8:20:43 AM
I'm so stressed out right now. Soooo stressed out. And hostees, I've been trying to figure out the FTP shit all morning so I'll have your accounts set up again whenever I can. One thing though, your subdomains aren't gonna work, it's just gonna be http://phayze1.com/blah from now on. Sorry..
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current time is 2:42:29 AM
Hell yeah! It's finally fucking working!
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