current time is 9:17:28 PM
Well I didn't get to go to Anaheim. Go fig. I wanted to go at night, he wanted me to go in the afternoon so I was just like.. nahhh maybe next time I guess. *sigh* I'm bored and it's a Saturday night and I feel pathetic sitting in front of the computer so I'm gonna head over to Jason's house and rent a movie or something. G'night.
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current time is 2:58:55 PM
I think it's weird that I get hits from sites that don't even have my link on it. The other day I got a hit from EBAY. HUH? Ebay? Yeah. Then I got a hit from some photo album storage site. Huh? Yep. Thecounter.com seriously needs to get their act together!
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current time is 12:37:05 PM
I got home pretty early last night. Hmmm maybe 12:15 or so? Then I went on a posting frenzy here until about 1:15. I swear that board is so freakin' addicting. My friend has like 870 posts! Haha.. I have about.. ummm 800 less than that. It's alright I'm getting there. Slowly but steadily. Hehe... anyways after that I shut off the poor computer, got comfortable and opened up my new Sport Compact Car mag.
My mom woke me up this morning because she wanted me to give her money for my insurance and for the phone bill. The total came out to $300. Ack. I wrote her a check. There goes my healthy bank account. *sigh* The next payday is just around the corner though! Well.. this coming Friday. My dad is gonna switch cars with me sometime this week so he can take it to the shop. Then a week later I'm putting on my new rims! Yeah baby.
I don't have much to say right now so I'll end this here. I'll probably do another entry later. K BYE!
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current time is 7:49:20 PM
It's 7:45 pm. I'm all dressed up and ready to go out. I'm just waiting for Jason to get here. I don't usually leave my house this late. Meaning, when I go out I tend to leave around 6 or 7 at the very latest. Hmm. I don't know what time I'll be home. Hopefully early because I'm tired. Well goodnight if I don't write more when I get home. I can hear a loud exhaust and some bass so I'm assuming he's here. Talk to you laters.
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current time is 12:43:45 PM
I'm so fucking tired of being taken advantage of. That's all that I ever get at work. Mae do this, Mae do that when they know perfectly well that I've already got other shitloads of work to do. Then, everyone else can just go ahead and take the rest of the day off? That's fucking bullshit. They come over to my desk and ask me when is this and that gonna get done which is pathetic because if they really wanted it to be done they could do it their own damn selves. I hate that everyone else can just "take the afternoon off" without any notice when I can't even fucking take my vacation that I applied for two weeks in advance. They even had to bend over backwards so that I could go home when I was sick. I didn't have a fucking voice gahdamnit what the hell were they expecting me to do all day? Speak in sign language? Carry a notepad and pen around and write everything I wanted to say? Fuck. Today at lunch I was trying to actually take my damn lunch break and people still had no respect and kept bugging me about this and that. HELLO wait till I'm fucking finished chewing my fucking food and then I'll talk to you. They act as if they're so hopeless without me! If the copy machine runs out of toner, guess who they come running to for help. GEEZUS it's not that hard to replace a fucking toner cartridge. All you have to do is read the damn manual but noooooo why do that when you can just bug Mae about it? UH OH the postage meter is flashing a red light. WHAT TO DO? OH I KNOW CALL MAE. Ack. Leave me alone I'm in a pissy mood.
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current time is 8:59:40 AM
Not so good news: my tonsilitis is definitely creepin' back up on me. I keep forgetting to bring my bottle of Advil home and I'm supposed to take two before I go to bed. Hopefully I'll remember to bring it home this afternoon. Oh yeah I also have to remember to gargle with salt and water like the doc said. Damn, why do I have to be so stubborn sometimes?
It was raining hard this morning. I actually used the second fastest wiper speed for the first time since I've had my car. The slowest one just wasn't cutting it. Haha... I'm also about ready to do my first oil change. I used to do it myself on my old car and a couple times on my ex's car. I'd do the oil change myself this time too except I don't feel like getting dirty during the rainy season.
For some reason it was hard for me to sleep last night. I kept tossing and turning and I was itching like crazy! Like all over my arms and stuff. Then I had a dream that I was getting hives so I swore that when I woke up I'd have all this yucky stuff all over me. I don't though. *whew* You know what else was weird about my dream? Well before I went to bed I was watching The Matrix on HBO. So, in my dream I was having sex with Keanu Reeves in an elevator! HAHAHA!! I soooo need to get my mind out of the gutter. I used to have a major major crush on him when the movie SPEED came out..but now he's just kinda old and dorky.
Speaking of my perversion, last night I was talking to my friend Kevin and out of nowhere I asked him if he's ever seen an uncircumcised penis. He was just like uhh wtf?! Haha poor guy. I didn't warn him about my sexual tendencies. Even when we had to go he was still trippin' over what I had asked. Yeah I guess it's a shocker when out of the blue someone says "SO HAVE YOU EVER SEEN AN UNCIRCUMCISED PENIS?"
Is it me or do they look like corn dogs?
When I changed my layout I totally forgot about my blog archives. Ack. You know what? I'll make you a deal. If it rains this Saturday or for some reason I can't go out, I'll dedicate my whole day to the site. I'll even try finishing the darn thing. [As if you guys really give a shit though.] *sigh* I just hope I get to go out Saturday night. I've been looking forward to it. Hehe...
Oh hey Lee, at one point I was considering some Konigs, and MOMOs are way expensive.. so 5Zigens float my boat just fine. Plus I got the hookups [holla if you hear me.. uhhhhhhhh. hahahah ok ok bad reference] and I'll be able to get 'em either THIS WEEK OR NEXT!
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current time is 11:14:21 PM
Grr... my damn counter isn't working again.
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current time is 11:07:48 PM
I fixed my guestbook so please sign it on your way out or something. Oh man I'm tired as hell. I talked to Jason on the phone for a while. I don't think I've ever laughed harder than I did today. It was just dumb stuff too. I almost choked on my iced tea from laughing so hard. It's great too because I can make him laugh also. We're good friends.. just how I like it.
I'm gonna give my cell phone to my mom and just buy a new one to hook up to my existing account. Aren't I nice? Yeah, what will my mom give me in return? Umm nothing. I'm thinking of getting this sanyo phone. I have to consult my "friend" first since he used to work at an electronics store.
I'm so sleepy. I think I'm gonna go to sleep now. It's only 11 but I have to wake up early to get the donuts again tomorrow. Man I'm starting to hate having to get those damn donuts. Fridays are bittersweet I tell you. Bittersweet. Knowing my luck I'll probably get punked again and have all this work dumped on me with 15 minutes left until the weekend. Blah. I'm already unhappy just thinking about it.
Oh BTW, these are going to be my future rims.
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current time is 3:50:47 PM
I thought I was free of telemarketers today. Once again I was wrong. Oh I hate how they try to insult my intelligence too! "Oh Mae, we spoke a while back and you were expecting my call." YEAH FUCKING RIGHT! Today I just got so fed up with telemarketers that I finally gave this one a piece of my mind. He says "well if you have a minute I'll explain some of our services just so you know you're not missing out." I replied in the most professional way possible "you know what, to be perfectly honest, I could care less what you have to sell me. I am perfectly happy with the vendor I have and even if I weren't happy with them I certainly would not and I repeat WOULD NOT accept business from a company that solicits people over the phone. Now I suggest you find a different way to market your services because telemarketing is a nuisance to people who are trying to get some work done. I understand that you are just trying to do your job, however you need to find a new job and make a decent living instead of bothering people for forty hours a week." Then I hung up. Go me! I felt much better after I got that out.
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current time is 9:26:00 AM
*twiddling thumbs* My bedroom door is unlocked and I'm a nervous wreck. I didn't get a chance to clean my room yesterday because I slept early again. Reeeally early. Maybe 7ish. This morning I was rushing like a madwoman to clear everything off my floor while trying to get ready for work. I just dumped everything on my bed. Hehe.. yeah my mom will have a field day with me later because of the condition of my room.
SHIT! I forgot to hide my condoms!
It was raining this morning. By the time I headed out for work it had stopped but people were still driving idiotically on the road. [Is idiotically even a word?] My tires kept spinning like crazy in the potholes though. I can't wait to get my new rims. My friend said he could get the ones I want for like 850 w/ tires. They usually sell for about 1100-1200 bucks. Woohoo new rims here I come. Oh yeah.. I still have to get my springs installed. Ack. Man thank goodness I didn't wash my car cuz then I would have done all that work for nothing. My car is lookin' pretty nasty right now. Luckily silver doesn't look too bad when it's dirty, as opposed to like.. white or black.
Ack! Since the last time I got paid [less than a week ago] I've already spent $200!! DAMN WTF's WRONG WITH ME?! I can't keep money in my bank account for the LOVE OF GOD! I still have about 950 in my account but still! Tsk tsk tsk.. I'm glad my mom doesn't have access to my account or else she'll really be bitchin at me.
Jason's birthday is on Friday. He wants to see me so being the generous person I am, I complied. I was going to take him out to dinner and what not but knowing him he probably won't let me pay. I'll just buy him a nice gift. Let's see... he's into cars... he dresses pretty nicely.. I'll probably get him some clothes or something. It's kinda sweet that instead of kickin it with his friends on Friday he wants to see me... awww =) I told him that we should all go out but he insisted on it being just the two of us. *sigh* What am I gonna doooo... just when I thought I had everything figured out, this happens. Oh I dunno. Blah.
Today looks like it's going to be a kick back day. I got 90% of my work done yesterday and today I just have to do some bookkeeping and billing. Finally a day I can relax! Then tomorrow is Friday! Yeah baby this week is almost over. Hehe.. ok time to go now. Bye.
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current time is 1:42:38 PM
I'm thinking of putting all my buttons back on the splash. Hm? Yeah I'll probably do that later on when I'm finished with this entry. Anyways, It's 1:30 in the afternoon. I got a shitload of work done this morning. Thank goodness. I was starting to doubt my worth ethic. I brought my lunch today, ate half of it, then threw it in the garbage. I know, I know, crucify me for wasting food but who else was gonna eat it? I didn't want to put it back in the already cluttered company fridge.
Some people don't realize that there is more to my page than just this blog. If you look right underneath the big image there's a text link that says "enter here".. well yeah, enter there and you can see the rest of my site. Sorry, I know it's not done yet but slow your rolls cuz I'll get it done as soon as I have time. I still have to fix my guestbook and get rid of that old blog link on the main page too. Be patient with me folks.
Man oh man I think I ate too much chocolate this morning. I swear it's sooo not a good idea to have a bowl of candy sitting in front of me all day long. Hehe. I don't think my ass really wants the extra snickers I've been chompin' on. Yummm.. snickers..
I'm not gonna change my domain name. Well at least not anytime soon. I don't want to go through the hassle, and I don't want my hostees to go through it too. Believe it or not, just a slight change in your URL could mean bye bye visitors. I have my loyal visitors [all... 7 of you! haha jp] and I wouldn't want to lose them cuz they're too cool. Oh yeah, that reminds me I need to get a new guestbook. I'm probably gonna get that megabook that everyone's starting to get. *jumps on guestbook band wagon*
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current time is 8:52:28 AM
After so many years of watching the Simpsons I'm only now reminded of exactly how piss-in-your-pants funny it is and how clever the show is written. Since the show unfortunately conflicts with my schedule, I hardly have the chance to watch it anymore. Whenever I do though, there's no chance of me keeping a straight face. The reason I bring this up is because I was reading a thread on some board and they were listing favorite quotes. A few of them were from the Simpsons and I kept laughing out loud [I prefer not to say "LOL"] from all the Homer quotes. Here are a couple of the funniest ones:
"Purple's a fruit!" -Homer
"Donuts, is there anything they can't do?" - Homer
"Yumm.. unprocessed fish sticks." - Homer looking at fish
OH SHIT I was laughing so hard when I read those. Haha! Well that put me in a good mood. That's always a plus right? I've been in a good mood since last night though since I got plenty of sleep. It was a bit hard for me to sleep early this morning though because it was hot in my room. Finally I got frustrated so I opened my window, locked my door and took off all my clothes. Then when I woke up I was freezing my ass off. My blanket is so freakin' small ok. I'm what.. 5 feet? If I put the blanket all the way up to my chin, it doesn't even cover my feet. It probably ends at my knees. Hahah ghetto ass blanket.
Last week I had to ship out a bunch of software to our field guys. I was looking through my cabinets and lo and behold, there they were, still sitting in my cabinet. DOH! Man what the heck is wrong with me lately. I put things aside then I completely forget about them. Maybe it's because so many people are freakin' quitting on me and I've been doing a 3-4 person job this past month or so. *sigh* I soooo want to take my vacation. I took a mini-vacation last week but that doesn't count because I was sick.
Oh yeah I think my tonsilitis is coming back to haunt me. Yesterday I was drinking raspberry iced tea and it tasted soooo nasty! Bleh. I couldn't even finish it, I threw out more than half of it. I should have listened to the doctor when he told me to take 2 advils in the morning and night for the next week. The pain went away after my ass-shot so I figured I didn't need the advil. Ack. Here's a tip: ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOUR DOCTOR! They didn't go to seven years of school for nothing.
Was it seven? I dunno.
I have to clean my room out tonight. The carpet cleaners are coming tomorrow while I'm at work so I'm gonna have to leave my door unlocked. Doh! I hate doing that.. I feel so.. so.. naked without my door being locked. I just don't like the feeling of all my personal belongings being exposed, especially to my mother. That, and I also have a half empty box of condoms in my desk drawer. =X
Ok worky time. Bye.
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current time is 12:22:01 AM
I didn't see Jason today. After work I went straight home and took a nap. I think I woke up 10:30ish. Hmm. Oh well maybe I'll see him tomorrow. Goodnight.
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current time is 9:19:35 AM
I went to Jason's house after work yesterday. I was so sleepy so I took it upon myself to occupy his bed for a nice nap. I guess he was getting irritated or something because then he started to pull my pants up trying to give me a wedgie. In all his attempts to annoy the hell out of me he accidently pulled too hard and BROKE MY FREAKIN' THONG! You see, thread is all that holds together the two thin pieces of fabric that makes the crotch area. Jason is pretty tall and strong [yumm] so one big yank and it was a goner. We heard the fabric rip and then stared at each other like OH SHIT. There goes my twenty dollar underwear. *sigh* He apologized for breaking it and promised he'd buy me another one. I didn't really care whether or not he bought me another one. Then I'd have to wear it.
Hmm.. I want to visit the Anaheim guy this weekend. My co-worker had to leave this morning to bring her boss his laptop and he freakin' lives all the way up in Newport Beach. [Yes, they actually expect you to do something like that for them.] Newport Beach is kinda near Anaheim and I was joking around with her like oh! oh! I wanna go toooo! Hahah. *sigh* If only he lived closer.
Anyways, blah. I'm so tired. Oh did I mention I was late for work this morning? Ack. No one noticed though so I'm off the hook. I bought twenty bucks worth of candy for the company yesterday. That's out of my own pocket too so they better appreciate it. I thought a bowl of candy [since it's near Halloween and all] would be a nice touch. Damn why is candy so freakin' expensive. Hm. Ok well I better go now. BYE!
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current time is 4:03:34 PM
*whew* I actually worked the whole entire day. I'm tired and I finally get to relax. I'm gonna see Jason tonight. He called me at work and said he was [and I quote] "craving some mae" so I said I'd come by after work. Eh? I don't know what that meant, but I'm positive it had nothing to do with sex in anyway. Seriously! Geez guys get your minds out of the gutter ;)
I have a relentless wedgie that won't go away. Ack. I will never wear thongs with these pants ever again. It will be a long time before I wear thongs again. I'll only wear them on special occasions. I'd quit wearing them altogether but then I would have spent forty bucks on thongs for nothing. It's not like I can return them.. [eww can you imagine if people returned these things? ack!]
So anyway it's four o'clock now and I'm sooo ready to bail. I can't of course, but a girl can dream can't she? Oh yeah there's this song on the Boyz II Men album called "dreams" ... wow that song is really nice. I like the lyrics. I also love the lyrics of "thank you in advance" and "i do"... blah I seriously need to stop listening to slow jams. Ok well that's all for now. I'll talk later tonight when I get home from.. ya know ;) Hehe.
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current time is 8:42:46 AM
I got offline at around 1 am last night and started to get ready for bed. My whole room was pitch black except for the glow in the dark stars that I haven't taken down yet. I saw a green thing glowing on my bed and I realized it was my cell phone and the ringer was off. Whenever someone calls the phone lights up. Hello? ".. sup girl." It was Jason. For some reason I was really happy to hear from him. I got comfortable and told him I'd call him right back on his house phone. We ended up talking on the phone until 3 or 4 am. He's pretty cool to talk to. It wasn't a one-sided conversation, something I'm getting all too used to lately. We spoke with each other, not at each other. I gave him my work number. Maybe he'll call. :)
We made plans to see each other again tomorrow night. This time we're really going to try to watch exorcist. Just as friends though. No sudden hand grabbing or arm holding... or kissing. =X Nope, no siree none of that nonsense. *sigh* What am I getting myself into again?
Holy shit it's freakin' freezing in the office. I literally have to stop every two minutes or so to give myself a rub down. I'm wearing long sleeves and pants too! This morning when I got out of the shower I walked into my room and gahdamn I thought I was gonna turn into an ice sculpture. I leave my window open day and night and it's been cold lately. Oh yeah and my mom took my comforter yesterday to have it washed so I was left with this little dinky blanket that barely covered my ass. Ack! I sooo don't wanna get sick again. Especially a cold. I hate having the sniffles.
Anyway I should get back to work. Talk more laters! Bye!
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current time is 7:31:31 PM
My old friend Jason called me out of nowhere and asked me to kick it so I complied. It was a pleasant surprise. I didn't even know he had my new cell phone number. So anyway he calls me up and says [in the sexiest guy voice I've ever heard] ".. sup girl." I was like uhhhh hello? Do you have the right number? "it's jason, remember me from sherie's cotillion?" Ohhhh.. yeah the cute bald guy I kept eyeing from afar. He chuckled in the cutest way and said "i don't know about cute, but i was the bald guy." Mmhhmmm.. so what's up hun? We talked for about an hour on the phone when he said "hey let's go somewhere. i kinda want to watch exorcist." Oh. [thinking, wait, is this a good idea? aww fuck it i need to get out of the house.] Sure let me go put some clothes on and I'll come by your place. "whaa? nahh girl you sit your ass there. i'll come get you." Uh ok whatever you say. So a half hour later I'm all dressed up and waiting in the living room. vrrrooommm... vrrooooomm Oh lawd, here comes the cavalry. He parks his car and walks towards the door but I beat him to it and walk outside towards his car. Wow. I didn't notice how cute he was when I last saw him. I opened the passenger door and got in. He gave me a weird look like.. uhh I was gonna open the door for you. He walked back over to his side, got in and said "awww so what, no friendly hug?" Oh yeah, umm.. here. *pats his shoulder* He gave me another weird look like.. that's what you call a hug? So we headed towards the mall.
His choice of music seriously caught me by surprise. He had some loud ass hip hop playing when he cruised by, but when we started driving he changed the CD to some freaky deaky slow jam. I rolled my eyes a little and just looked out the window. We arrived at the mall, found a good parking spot and headed for the movie theater. He was a little quiet so I broke the ice by telling him to stop looking at me funny. He laughed. I thought THANK GOD at least he has a sense of humour. He grabbed my hand just as I was about to reach into my pockets so it was kinda weird. I gave him the what-the-heck look and he said "oh sorry bout that." Umm. that was weird.
We didn't get to see a movie so we ate at Ruby's cuz we were starving. I HATE when people watch me eat and that's exactly what he was doing. I said, geez you look at me like you've never seen a chick eat before. "Sorry, I just like how the soup rests on your lip and how you lick it up" ....... uhhh WHAAT?! Stop flirting with me Jason. "Am I? Nahh.." umm ok whatever you say hun.
We got to chatting about relationships somehow. He just broke up with some girl a couple months ago. I just broke up with my ex a month ago. We were in the same boat. It was still a touchy subject to me that I really didn't want to discuss but he made me feel comfortable. We walked to the car.. he tried for my hand again.. and I took it. A chill went through my body when I felt the warmth of his hand. It didn't feel right so I took my hand away and stuffed them in my pockets.
We were fairly quiet on the way home. He didn't take my exit, instead he headed for his house. Umm ok, thanks for asking me but it's cool I don't mind. We continued the relationship conversation in his room. I was lying on the bed and he was sitting in his chair. It got quiet, so he plopped down on the bed next to me and turned on his stereo. More freaky deaky slow jams. I looked at him like naahh uhh don't even try it. It was as if he read my mind because he answered softly "don't worry, i won't." I turned over on my side... and kinda fell asleep. I was still conscious so I felt him get closer to me and nuzzle his face in my hair. I turned around and we smiled at each other. I gave him a kiss on the lips and I told him that he should take me home before things get messy. He agreed.
So here I am, home. I'm still wondering what just happened there. After my ex, the anaheim guy, the last thing I need is another guy. I'm NOT.. I repeat NOT going to let myself get attached again. I just don't need this sadness nonsense anymore. We'll see what happens. Don't worry, you know me, I'll keep you posted.
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current time is 1:12:38 AM
Work Me Slow - xscape
"...play me some music and pour me some wine. i'm in the mood now, got love on my mind. i want you to know that i like it real slow, and whenever you're ready you can slide off my clothes and touch my body any way. i'm yours tonight, make it right. baby just take me there..."
Sorry, I know it sounds like I'm drowning in a bathtub. I swear it didn't sound like that when I recorded it. Hahah.
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