9.30.2000

current time is 2:30:02 PM
I've got things figured out for once. I was confused as to what the intentions were, and now after close observation it's all clear to me. If you don't know what the heck I'm talking about, don't worry no one else does either. I'm pretty much talking to myself right now. Hehe. I'm just congratulating myself on what I figured out. Go me. *pats myself on back*

I went to the wedding this morning. I don't think it's a good idea to have weddings early in the day especially if you're going to have a long boring mass at the church. So anyway, after the wedding we headed to the restaurant, I did my little lounge singer routine and then decided to go home. I kinda snuck out cuz if I told her I was leaving then she'd force me to stay. Bad Mae. I need a spanking.

Haha. I don't know where that last statement came from. I'm so silly. At least I'm not in a bad mood anymore. That's always good right? Anyway I'm listening to my Boyz II Men CD. They have arguably some of the best harmony I have ever heard. Their voices blend so well and I can never get tired of listening to them. Remember that old school song It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday? Man. Even now, whenever I hear that song it still gets me emotionally. Blah. I'm a dork. I'm such a sucker for sad slow jams. Is it called self mutilation when you like to depress yourself? Haha.

I'm not too sure what my plans are for this evening. My ex wants to see me. I don't want to see him. He actually came by today but I asked him to leave. It's annoying when he keeps asking me about my new boyfriend when I don't even have a freakin' boyfriend. I tell him to stop asking me, then he proceeds to do so. He's probably the most stubborn guy I've ever met. PRIME EXAMPLE: for my 18th birthday he asked me what I wanted for a gift. I didn't really care, so I said whatever but NOT perfume cuz I don't wear perfume. Guess what he got me? Yep. Tommy Girl perfume. Of course I was thankful but that just goes to show how much he doesn't listen. I wear the perfume regularly though. That reminds me, I need a new bottle. I'm running out. Heh.
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9.29.2000

current time is 11:07:19 PM
I went out to eat with a friend tonight. Nothing big, we just went over to Café China in the new mall and had some grub. I'm so boring when it comes to Chinese food cuz all I ever eat is the fried rice. Haha. We decided to walk next door to the Cold Stone ice cream shop. I saw these two guys in an old hooked up hatchback with loud ass trance playing. I didn't have my glasses so I couldn't see who they were. I thought I knew them though cuz they were yelling something at me. Eh? I just kept on walking. Ryan nudged my arm and said "hey did you know those guys were hitting on you?".. pppuahaha! Whatever, I said. Guys don't hit on me. "yeah, the dude said his friend wants your number." Umm ok anyways I don't care.

Well I'm gonna get off the damn computer now cuz I'm tired. I'll write more tomorrow morning if I'm on.
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current time is 3:16:01 PM
I sooo want to spend some money right now. I can't though! I have to save my money for rims and other neat0 car toys. During my lunch break I went to the Wherehouse and spent 43 bucks on CDs. I bought 4 CDs total. Not bad eh? It didn't cost as much because two of them were used. My taste in music is rather weird. Well not weird, but I have an extremely wide range of music that I enjoy. Well anyway I bought the new Boyz II Men album [awesome, btw], Christina Aguilera's spanish album [hey I like listening to foreign music], Blackstreet - Finally, and Xscape - Off The Hook. I was getting so pissed off because three of the CDs are interactive and my computer kept fucking up when I tried to play them. Oh well. Anyway, I have the Boyz II Men album on mp3 but it's on my bro's comp and I'm too lazy to download it on mine.

I also sooo want to buy a digital camera. Or a webcam. Or I dunno whatever. Maybe a digicam/webcam/quickcam/whatever so it's not too expensive. Yeah baby yeah. I'll look for one on eBay right now. Bye!
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current time is 9:23:18 AM
I'm thinking of changing my domain name. I have to discuss this with my hostees first and see what they think. Of course whatever I do to my domain affects them too in one way or another. Everything will be the same, just the domain will be different. I will give you plenty of notice [at least a few weeks] so that you can change your links and what not. I don't want to have to start from scratch again with my regular visitors since no one will be able to find me! That's what happened with my last domain [supermae.net which by the way I still own]... after I switched domains my daily hits went down to around 20 per day. Ack that's terrible. Now I'm comfortable with my 120+ per day. Not bad for a personal page right? I'll keep thinking of a new domain... *sigh*

My friend is getting married tomorrow. I'm supposed to sing some tagalog song for her wedding but I gave her the "I'm not sure yet" because I didn't know if I could get my shit together by then. I kinda don't wanna go because I'd be singing in the middle of a restaurant [where the reception is] and I'll sooo feel like a cheesy lounge singer. You know that saying "always a bridesmaid, never a bride"? In my case it's "always the wedding singer, never a bridesmaid". I have until the end of the day to tell her if I'm going or not. Ack. I'm such a procrastinator. Oh here's another quote "procrastination is like masturbation... it feels good at first until you realize you're fucking yourself!" hahaha I forgot where I read that one but it's too funny. I may have worded it wrong but ehh who cares.

I talked to another old friend on the phone the other night. I used to kinda "see" him last year [during one of my many break ups]... boy have people changed or what. He's just another freakin' Etard now. I was talking to him and I could barely understand what the heck he was saying. Everything that came out of his mouth sounded like a mumbly whine. It's a damn shame... he used to be really cute to me. Now he's just another one of them typical guys. Go fig, eh?

I got paid last night. But I had to withdraw forty freakin' dollars from an ATM that WASN'T my bank's so that's gonna cost me a $3 bank charge again. I forgot to get petty cash for the donuts so I had to use my own money. Bah humbug. Then when Michelle [petty cash gal] reimbursed me she just had to give me all 1 dollar bills and even some dollars in change. Ack. Now I have a fat ass stack of ones in my back pocket. I need to go to the bank tonight and deposit it right back.

Wow I just checked my account balance and I have $1,093.74! Pssh. Just wait until I get through with my bills. First there's my car $350. Then insurance $250. Then credit card $100. Then my cell $35. Then my pager $7. Then my domain $60. Then there's all the other things like food, gas, gizmos, and gadgets and what not. *sigh* Goodbye money, it was nice seeing you again.
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9.28.2000

current time is 4:29:16 PM
::just pretend i'm yelling really loudly in frustration right now:: >=( It's four o'clock in the afternoon. The medicine I had earlier is making me disoriented. I'm finally to the bottom of my workpile, when here comes Joe from the accounting department with a big stack of invoices. He plops them down on my existing pile. "Hey Mae, could you go through these and convert the international ones into a euro invoice and then send them out?" Me [trying to keep a straight face]: uh huh, bye now. I didn't even want to look at him because I know I'd give him the dirtiest glare I'd ever given anyone in a long time. I absolutely hate doing this invoice shit. Even though it's so freakin' easy, it's very time consuming and I sooo don't feel like rushing myself before quitting time. Pssh. I don't really care if they have to go out today. I'm not doing it. That's right, they'll have to wait until tomorrow! My health comes first damnit!! Muah hah hah hah.

*burp* Man I drank so much today. Everything I drink still kinda tastes like cough medicine but the doc says it should go away in the next two days. I hope so! It's freakin' donut day tomorrow! Hehe. I used to only eat the bagels but the gal whose in charge of them doesn't buy the kind I like anymore. I looove the one with the cinnamony/sugary coating on it. Yum. I used to be like "donuts? i don't need no stinkin' donuts?" Now I'm like freakin' Homer Simpson when it comes to donuts. HAHA! Eh that analogy was bad.

Ok I took a few minutes to work on Joe's dumb ass invoices and I actually finished them. Yeah baby yeah! Hopefully if I don't get dumped in the next few minutes I'll be able to relax the rest of the day. Oh and you know what? With all this sorethroat/sadness/frustration business going on in my life, it completely slipped my mind that tomorrow is PAYDAY!!!!!!!! I get my ends directly deposited into my bank account at midnight tonight.

Oh before I go, I have to mention this. I was posting on this one UBB and I came across a smiley that I can't stop laughing at >>> ... oh shit I almost pissed in my pants from laughing so hard when I saw that. Ok, well I guess if you're not a perv like I am, you wouldn't find it too funny. Ok bye.
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current time is 1:57:46 PM
Oh boy, I'm feelin' kinda randy. ;)
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current time is 11:43:52 AM
I went to the doctor this morning. Spent a good hour or so just sitting on that damn tissue paper on that damn vinyl bed in that damn little room. The doctor came in and I told him my throat was sore. He asked "how often do you smoke?" never. "how often do you smoke marijuana?" never. He didn't look like he believed me. Then he continued to ask "any conditions such as asthma?" nope. "high blood pressure?" nope. "heart attacks?" uhh.. nope. "heartbreaks?" haha... yeah a couple. He looked at me and smiled. "Well don't worry, they are the fools." He proceeded to examine the inside of my mouth. "You've got tonsilitis." Oh. "Now, do you want to get one shot of antibiotics and go on your way, or take pills for ten days?" Umm.. I'll take the shot. So I waited another five minutes when the nurse came in with a needle. I started to pull my arm out of my sweater and she looked at me and said "Na uh.." and pointed to my rear end. *gulp* I was gonna have to take a shot in the ass. It was like a scene in a movie. Haha. So I slowly stood up.. unbuckled my jeans and revealed my right cheek. Surprisingly the prick didn't hurt as much as I thought. But as soon as the stuff started to kick in it got a bit sore. She made me wait another ten minutes before I left to make sure I wasn't all woozy and what not. I finally left at 10 and got to work by 10:30.

So that was what my morning was like. I have sooo much to do. I don't even know where to begin. I just want to relax for a few minutes before I dive into my sky high pile of work. *relaxing* Ok I'm ready now. I'll write more later indefinitely! Bye!
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9.27.2000

current time is 4:10:32 PM
Why did I choose today to wear a light colored top and order coke instead of sprite? The lady was passing me my drink through the window at the drive thru and when I took a swig of it, some soda spilled out and landed right on my left breast. Right where my nipple is. It looked like I was freakin' lactating in the middle of the McDonald's drive thru. Wonderful I thought. So then I tried to absorb the moisture by rubbing on it. That didn't look too good either. People were staring at me like "WTF? Why is that girl rubbing her boobs?" Well at least it's dry now and didn't leave a stain. *whew*

I made a doctors appointment for tomorrow morning. I was just gonna blow it off and wait until it goes away but everytime I eat something it tastes nasty. There's a bitterness to everything. I threw away my lunch half eaten cuz I was grossed out. I even bought some of my favorite ice cream [rainbow sherbet] and it tasted funny too. Ack. I really don't feel like eating anything at all because if I do I'm gonna puke.

Ahh.. 4:08. Almost quittin time! Bye!
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current time is 10:03:06 AM
I said I was gonna get some work done. Ok so I lied. I'm on my fourth cup of tea already. Wanna play a game? How many times do you think I'll make a trip to the ladies' room today? E-Mail me after 5pm today and whoever guesses correctly will get a prize. No joke!
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current time is 9:48:35 AM
Wow I feel so loved. My boss was like "Mae! Thank god you're back!" Even Lou, our many-moods CEO called in and asked how I was feeling. I swear he's too funny. You never know if he's in a good mood just by looking at him. He always has this stern italian look on his face. Then all of a sudden he cracks a corny joke and starts laughing his ass off. What a weirdo.

I'm pretty much have 3 days worth of work to do today since NO ONE even attempted to do some of mine for me while I was out. I know I'm not gonna get it all done today. I probably won't even catch up until next week. Oh well. I better get started now, eh? Ok bye!
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current time is 8:35:51 AM
Oh yeah, I screwed up my guestbook somehow. Entries aren't posting. I'll fix it when I get home.
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current time is 8:32:49 AM
I'm back at work this morning. Although now that I'm here I'd much rather be at home. It was hard for me to wake up today. Not because I was sleepy or tired. It was hard because I had this heartbroken-esque feeling inside. Whenever I had that feeling in the past it was always difficult for me to get up and face the day. It's been a long time since I've felt this way and now I remember how much it sucks ass. Yesterday I thought "out of sight, out of mind" right? Well not exactly. It's more like "out of sight, out of mind for now, but then even more in mind later". But don't worry about me... like I said I'm getting over it. Slowly but steadily... I'll be over it.

I don't feel shitty anymore... well, physically, at least. My throat is still a tiny bit sore and my voice hasn't come back to normal 100% just yet but it's getting there. You know what? I woke up extra early today, left my house 20 minutes earlier than usual, yet I still got to work the same time I would if I left at 7:30 like I normally do. Freakin' traffic. It's cuz I have to pass by this school and you know how it is. A bunch of filipinos who don't know how to drive dropping their little kids off, double parking as if they're the only ones on the mudderfuggin street. Ack. How freakin' rude huh.

I should really go see a doctor about my throat. I stuck a flashlight in my face and looked in a mirror to take a look at my tonsils. Ack! They're freakin' swollen as hell! My poor throat. Oh and my mom kept bitching at me to go see a doctor. Ugh does she know that you shouldn't yell at someone who already has a big enough headache? Gawd. She can be so inconsiderate sometimes.
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current time is 12:52:05 AM
Good evening [or morning I should say] everyone! Guess what? I'm in a much better mood now. =).. no wait that smiley won't do. =D there! That's better. Well anyways I was reading through my old emails and guestbook entries and I realized that I didn't even reply to over half of them. doh! I'm so sorry guys. So yeah, I'm gonna take this opportunity to reply to each and every one of you right here, right now. [be patient, it may get long, but your name might be on here!]