current time is 1:30:03 PM
Cramps are gone! Wow I can actually function like a normal person now. Anyways, I'm in a good mood. I just finished my interview with Lee who has named himself my unofficial man-whore. Silly guy. Well sorry for the short ass entry but I gotta get some grub before I die of starvation.
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current time is 12:15:15 PM
Wanna know how out of it I'm feeling right now? Well I just got back from lunch and I was walking through the office trying to get to mine. I was walking pretty slow, ignoring anything and everything around me. I did notice a few people starting at me all weird. I finally realized why they were starting when I sat down at my desk. I was carrying 2 jumbo sized maxi pads around like it was nothing. Umm ok I'm a dork.
I put two new buttons up if you haven't noticed.
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current time is 9:51:05 AM
Ok I feel really shitty. I wanted to stay home today but I couldn't. There was just too much to do this morning. Maybe if I get everything done later I can go home early. I highly doubt it. Me? Get off work early? Hah, I've never heard of such a thing. Can you tell I'm still a little bitter from my vacation denial?
I got paid today. Those bastards took almost three hundred bucks out of my check. I swear I better get a fat ass income tax return. Oh did I mention I feel shitty. Hah! I found a solitary packet of advil in my desk drawer. There is a God.
Err ok I don't know why but when I walked into the office this morning there was a half finished package of Mother's oatmeal cookies on the front desk. I'm waiting for someone to claim them or else they're headed for the garbage.
Since yesterday I've taken a total of four showers. Once yesterday morning, once when I got home from work, again at night, and my usual shower this morning. It's just so damn hot and I hate feeling all sticky icky and shit. I think I stood in the shower for a good twenty minutes this morning. It usually only takes me ten minutes but my stomach was hurting really bad. No, sickos, I don't have diarrhea or anything like that. It's cramps. You know, feminine cramps? Ack.
Well I hope I feel better tonight because I'm gonna kick it with some childhood friends that I haven't seen since I moved up here. I'll most likely be able to go out anyway but in case my cramps get worse [which they tend to do] we'll have to kick it on Saturday or something. *sigh* Why does this always happen to me? One way or another my plans always get fucked up the asshole. >=(
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current time is 12:49:48 PM
*burp* Excusez-moi! I just got back from lunch. When I got out of the restaurant I was walking to my car and this old lady in a huge -- and I mean HEEUUGE cadillac was trying to park in the tight space next to mine. I stood there and watched in horror as her car just barely missed creating a long ugly scratch on the side of my car. My heart was beating all fast. Haha damn old ladies in big ass cars.
Whoa! A record 4 hours and I'm still in a good mood. I got to talk to my bebe this morning. Well I talk to him everyday. Usually long distance "relationships" mean you don't get to talk to that person very often. That was the main reason I was reluctant to let myself get attached. I'm over the distance thing now though and so far everything is ok. Oh yeah no drama! It's about freakin' time I like a guy who doesn't give me a daily dose of bitching and whining. Heh.
I put 5 bucks worth of gas in my tank during lunch. 87 octane cost me $1.87 per gallon so I got what... 2½ gallons of gas? Bastards. I just needed enough to get my ass home so I can fill up when I get back to Mira Mesa. I should have just pumped like 2 bucks. Haha yeah right and then the next person to use my pump will be like "2 bucks?! What a cheap ass! Muahaha" Yep considering all the snobby rich folks who live here. Blah.
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current time is 8:40:22 AM
Good morning. Hey I'm in a good mood today. Didn't have much traffic to deal with on the road. 14 out of the 16 traffic lights I pass each day were green. Definitely put me in a good mood. I was running low on gas though. Reeeally low. I'm surprised my gas light didn't come on. I've always filled it up before the light comes on so in the three months I've had my car, it hasn't lit up yet. Eh ok who cares huh.
Shit. That means I'm gonna have to get gas here in Del Mar because I know I won't make it home. Chevron in Del Mar costs like $1.80+ for 87 octane dude. I'll be lucky if I can fill up under 15 bucks. It's alright I get paid tomorrow anyway. Yeah baby! I better not tell my friends that because then they'll expect me to treat them out. Uh yeah anyways. Hehe nah I wouldn't mind treating them out.
I watched part of the Latin Grammy Awards. Haha Christina Aguilera didn't win even though she performed right before her award was up. Poor chick. Maybe it was that hideous outfit and hairdo she had going on. I don't know who the hell her stylist is but she needs to get a new one. She's a pretty gal so she should start looking like one. She also needs to put a little weight on or something before she starts wearing all those hoochie clothes. I remember watching her in her "Reflection" [Mulan] days and she didn't look nearly as tiny as she does now.
I fucked up. I had a pile of work that I set aside in one of my file cabinets and completely forgot about it. It was supposed to be finished like last week I think. Oh well it's nothing too major. I seriously need to start writing things down so I'll remember. Hah! Oh yeah I just remembered that I have to send my car payment in today. *whew* Ok let me do that right now before I forget. Ok bye.
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current time is 8:38:45 PM
Sorry for the short entries. I've been blogging a lot here. Good night.
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current time is 2:25:52 PM
Ok, my lunch really sucked today. Why? Because I had a really really really hot Hot Pocket for lunch yesterday and my tongue is still burnt. Therefore, when I tried to eat lunch today I couldn't taste anything. Oh and not to mention I was eating in the break room and people kept bugging me. Hello?! I'm on my damn lunch break so leave a message after the beep assholes.
Remember that "cutie" that was following me on the road a couple weeks ago? Well I saw him again this morning. This time [oh gawd] we were stopped at the light right next to each other. I tried to look busy so I wouldn't have to look over in his direction. I messed with my radio a little bit but he kept doing that annoying tweeting-alarm thing at me. Thank God my windows were rolled up. I stared at the traffic light. It seemed like I was sitting there for hours. He proceeded to make his alarm make noise so I finally looked at him. He rolled down his window and smiled. Ew! I must not have taken a good look at him last time because I THOUGHT he was cute. I was wrong.
Oh well who cares. I have my baby ;) [Yes, it's YOU dork. Hehe]
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current time is 10:31:04 PM
Ok this is officially my favorite blog post ever. [see 8/17/00 post] Haha. In the words of Gee, "give me a pin, my head is inflated".. err wait, is that how it goes dear?
I miss my bebe. =\
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current time is 9:07:17 AM
I'm really hating work right now. My vacation request was denied of course. "No Mae, at this time of the year, we really need the effort you bring so we can run a smooth business" Translation: "Mae, you can't take a vacation are you crazy? We're too cheap to give you your paid time off and plus, we've got a golf game to go to!" I suppose that with all these people quitting it wouldn't be logical for me to take some time off. But SURE it's ok if the VPs wanna take the afternoon off to go play golf? Fuck that.
Anyways. I got a good night's rest which is nice for a change. I fell asleep maybe around 11:30ish. I was just so damn tired. People kept calling my house though and my mom kept waking me up to help her ass on the computer. She woke me up at freakin' 12:30 am just so I could show her how to indent her freakin' text. My parents are so computer illiterate.
Oh don't forget to read the spermicide.org blog. It gets really interesting because it's all pretty much raw and uncensored sex bloggin'. Among the members are some of my coolio pals like Aivy, my one and only bitch, and Matt. Now with those three perverts you can't find another place with that amount of sex. Hahah just teasing you guys. I think Mark is still accepting new members so if you're a horny bastard, sign up now!
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current time is 2:16:51 PM
Ok am I SO short that no one can see me out of the corner of their eye if I'm behind them? Last week I was waiting in line behind some fat ass lady who was ordering multiple sandwiches and couldn't decide on what kind of sodas she wanted. She finally finished giving her order, swung around and elbowed me right in my chest. Ouch. That thing looked like it was coming at me going 60 mph. Then, today I was walking into the copy room to get the thing I printed. My coworker was standing with his back towards me and had a screw driver in his hand. "Excuse me" I said. He turned around to face me and as he swung his arm around the screw driver scraped my arm causing an ugly bloody mess. It doesn't hurt but it sure looks yucky. God I need to grow or something. This vertically challenged shit is just not working for me.
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current time is 8:44:14 AM
Don't worry I'm in a good mood. Why? Because I don't got SHIT to do today! My boss is out sick today, half the administration department isn't going to be in this morning so I have most of the second floor all to myself. And even better, I finished everything I needed to do on Friday so I'm free to relax today. Finally! Well I do have some stuff to do but nothing too important.
Today I am going to devote the majority of my time working on a new layout. Well not really, but I'm gonna draw out some ideas on paper like I used to do back when I was a layout lunatic. I usually just scribble different things and ultimately come up with something at least. Maybe one day I'll scan my doodles and show you how retarded I am. OH YEAH! I downloaded flash 5 the other day and I finally figured out how to put the damn files back together. [Thanks hun!] One problem, I don't know how to use it for shit. I'm gonna have to spend some time today reading online tutorials and what not. Ok is hell freezing over or something? Cuz I was never a fan of flash sites and once said I'd never make one. -=X I've been doing a lot of things I said I never would. I remember a few months ago I was bitching to my ex about people in lowered cars and now look at me. I'm such a hypocrite. Blah.
Wow I think this naked anime chick layout is the longest one I've had up for a while. How long has it been? Maybe a 1½ months? Woohoo a record! My next full layout will probably be up for a long time too since I figure I'm lucky enough to have even come up with anything. Why try changing it again?
My friend Mike came over to my house last night around 1:30ish. I didn't let him in of course. I had already told him not to come over because I was busy. He's stubborn like that so he figured if he comes over anyway that I'm gonna have to let him in. Nope. I just ignored his engine revving in front of my house. Ugh is it me or are all guys so stubborn?!
Alrighty then I'm gonna complete a good hour's worth of work so I can relax later. Hopefully I'll be able to come up with a layout! And hopefully I can learn how to do some basic flash! Woohoo! Wish me luck! Bye! =D
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current time is 12:21:44 AM
Whoa... ok I'm not ghosting right now for like the second time EVER. I feel so naked. Anyone and everyone knows I'm online. Haha.. it's not like it's a big deal or anything, but I just don't feel comfortable when I'm not ghosting. So why am I not right now? I don't know. A few of my friends have been wondering if I fell of the face of the planet or something.
I got to talk to one of my ex ex ex boyfriends tonight. It brought back a lot of weird memories. I realized how much I've changed since then. I used to be a sweet and caring and shy kinda girl. Now I'm just short tempered, blunt, and unhappy. I suppose I can blame that all on my four year relationship with you know who. When you're exposed to the reality of a serious relationship, your mentality changes. At least for me it did. But I shouldn't blame it on the relationship itself. If I were a strong person then I wouldn't have let this affect me the way it did. It's all my fault. Mine and mine alone. So what else is new.
I tried working on a new layout again. No luck. Blah. I'm gonna go back to my conventional methods and draw a layout on paper first. Ok that's all I have to say for now. Bye.
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current time is 5:41:52 PM
Hi guys. Check out spermicide.org. I blog there now. It's all about sex and it's very uninhibited. Ok that's all for today. I'll write more tomorrow. Ciao.
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