current time is 10:45:23 PM
I just love these damn buttons. Can you tell? I'm also very ecstatic that everyone else loves them too! Everyone's starting to make them which is fun shit. We can like exchange them and shit. Here's a note if you want to exchange buttons with me or if you want to make a button of your own: THE SIZE IS 88x31!! A couple of my buttons are off by a pixel or two but it's ok. For future reference though, make them 88x31!!
I'd like to take this opportunity to thank Star for kindly sending me that font [see BRAINFREEZE up there] I've been searching far and wide for. Thanks sista!
I went to 7-11 today to buy my gramps 5 quick picks [lotto]. As I waited in line I had time to observe the happenings around me. Behind me were these two overweight girls trying desperately to get to the beef jerky hanging next to me. One of them accidently touched my ass while doing so. In front of me was an old asian man with a nasty looking.. "thing" hanging from his neck. It looked like a wart gone bad... err worse. At the head of the line was a 20-something semi-attractive lady wearing white sweats and a sports bra. Don't ask, she probably just came from the gym. I guess it was hard to not stare at her ass as she stuck it out leaning over the cashier counter. At least the guy behind her didn't seem to think anything was wrong with staring at it the whole damn time. Behind the pervert there was a young white couple who couldn't keep there hands off each other as they waited. I have nothing against PDAs but c'mon. Get a freakin' room. In the middle of a 7-11? Geezus have some dignity. I finally got to the head of the line, bought my quick picks and headed back home.
When I got home my brother and I watched Next Friday on video. That shit is so freakin' funny!!! Hahahaha. I couldn't stop laughing. I didn't get to go to the mall today. I was too tired and it was so freakin' humid today!! I'll go tomorrow. *yawn* well I better go now. Goodnight.
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current time is 11:11:03 AM
Ok it's Saturday morning and I am rejuvenated. NOW I'll explain the layout status. Last night while trying to work on the new layout I came to the realization that I've really lost the knack/desire for webpagin'. The only thing I really enjoy is updating BRAINS and everything else I just force myself to do. I know you all liked the trivia section and some other stuff but I just don't have the time or inclination to keep those sections up. I've decided to put the site on hold until I really have time to dedicate myself to it. Of course I will always have BRAINS up so for those of you who enjoy reading this, don't worry. =] For everyone who has been coming back to see if I released the new layout yet, I'm very sorry to disappoint you. You can always e-mail me and ask me to notify you if/when I do release the entire site again.
Now, about the half naked chick to your left. STOP TRYING TO LOOK AT HER BOOBS CUZ HER NIPPLES AIN'T SHOWIN!! =] I knew all you pervs out there would like it. Hahaha I'm just messin' with you guys. The actual picture did in fact show her you-know-whats but I blurred them out because this is a G RATED SITE! For real hardcore action you need to go to this site. Hahah.
Well I must get my ass off the computer. I'm gonna go shopping today!!! I'll most likely write some more tonight and gloat about all the neat-0 thangs I bought. =] Talk to you laters! Bye!!
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current time is 11:20:25 PM
I'm tired. I'll talk about the layout change tomorrow. Night.
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current time is 9:11:06 AM
Heeeey! Gerard has the same winamp skin as me. It reminds me of those old fashioned refridgerators. What a coincidence.
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current time is 8:45:42 AM
Good morning all! Ahahah can you tell I'm in a good mood? Yeah I am. =] I saw the cute white boy at the donut shop again this morning. Woooweee. He gave me two extra apple fritters. Awwwwwww. HAHAHAHA I think I'm in love. I don't even know what an apple fritter tastes like. Oh well, I don't need the extra calories. That thang is huuuge.
Am I pissing you off? With all the layout teasing? I'm sorry.. but TOUGH NOOGIES. Thank God it's the weekend. I don't have anything planned so I'm dedicating myself to working on the site. How uncool of me.
I can't stand not taking a shower in the morning. Some people like to take showers before they go to sleep but I don't. Eww I feel yicky when I'm at work and I didn't take a shower. *shudders*
While we're on the subject of my shitlist, here's another one. I HATE when people ask me the same question more then once. Maybe they can get away with twice, but three times, ohh hellll naaahh. Here's an example. While I was in the shower my dad was banging on the door telling me to call my mom because she called. I yelled back that I would... So I get out of the shower, get into my room, close the door and call my mom. *Knock knock knock* "Did you call mom?!" Yes dad I did. "ok." I get ready and I go into the kitchen to get something. My dad is eating his breakfast and asks again "Did you call mom?" Yes dad I did. I kinda rolled my eyes and then went back into my room. I was about to head out the door and I was in a bit of a rush. "Gerimae did you call mom?" YES DAD I DID. I didn't want to yell at him, that's my dad. But if he was my brother.. oooooohhh I'd go off on him.
AAWWWW!!!! My co-worker just gave me a bouquet of daisies!! She says it's for always helping her out when she needs to send out FedEx's and stuff. AWWW!!!!! I feel soooo special. =D I'm gonna go put these in water. Ahhhhh today is definitely gonna be a good day.
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current time is 7:59:55 PM
Yeah yeah yeah. I took the site down again. I HATED IT! It really sucked, so if you missed it's short-lived life, you weren't missin' a damn thang. I'm going to change it yet AGAIN and then upload it when I'm COMPLETELY FINISHED!!! You can try the urls if you remember them but I'm going to to take them down. Neener neener neener. Blah no big deal. Don't worry I'll be back.
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current time is 8:14:15 AM
Err.. I'm starting to dislike the new layout already. Hm. I really like the way I did the chronicles page, so I made the splash look exactly the same. The splash looks rushed because it was rushed. I was up at 1:30am and needed a splash so I put that together in a matter of 3 minutes. I would change the whole site around to make it look like those two pages, but then again I also really like the way I did the main page. I"ll probably just change the biodome section for the 146590th time. *siiighhhh* why is this so hard for me now?! Could that couple months of not designing anything be the cause of this so-called "designers block"? Gaaaawwd. Just give me one good idea. Just one?! =[
I had a good conversation with the bf last night. We didn't fight for once. Hah. I don't know what got into us.
I'm so tired. I get more hours of sleep than usual and yet I'm still tired. This whole I'm-always-so-damn-sleepy thing is really getting on my nerves. I can't sit for a long time without nodding off. Especially in movie theatres. Even if it's a good movie, I'll probably fall asleep. Thank GOD the only exception is when I'm behind the wheel. Even when I'm sleepy I can still concentrate on the road. *whew*
Anywhoo, I hope you like this new experiment of mine. If you don't, hey you're not alone. Neither do i! Muahahaha. OH YEAH and it's ok to tell me too. Sign the book or email me and let me know if this new layout bugs you as much as it bugs me. I could really use some negative feedback rather than the usual "wow great site!".
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current time is 2:10:47 AM
THERE! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!? Ooohhhh I need some sleeeeep.
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current time is 4:17:49 PM
Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh my day has been so unproductive. Why did I even come to work today? I worked on some projects until around 10 am, finished them, went to lunch around 11 am, and since I got back the only thing I've been doing all day long is surfing the net. Dude I'm so bored. Why can't I just go home? I can't. If someone happens to call asking about some shit that only I would know, I need to be here to answer the shit that only I know. Ergggh.
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current time is 8:56:11 AM
I'm sorry my entries have been so shitty the past few days. I've been going through some drama [I'm a drama magnet I tell ya] with the bf. We've been fighting.. blah blah you know how it goes. I just get so emotionally drained that I have nothing to say anymore.
I ordered my prescription sunglasses yesterday. Woohoo! I can see while driving now! Well I didn't get them yet. It takes about a week. That shit cost me $115. $75 for the frame, $20 for the tint, and $20 for the UV protection. Fuck. I was in such a rush that I didn't even carefully pick out the frame I wanted. Oh well the one I did pick looks pretty good even though it's kinda girly. Girly meaning it's like.. I dunno the girly kind. I usually wear boyish shades. Wraparound kind. Ugh I can't explain it for shit. Damn I spent $240 in a span of two days. I spend waaaay too much money for a girl who's broke.
I'm listening to "I Miss You So Much" by TLC. This song is sooooo sad. It brings back some memories. Bad memories.. no not bad. Bittersweet memories. Heh I better go before I get emotional.
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current time is 8:48:36 AM
So far I'm finished with 3 out of the 6 sections for the new layout. Yay! I feel good about myself. I redesigned the biodome section about three times but now I have a look I'm happy with. *whew*
In addition to the 125 dollars I spent reconnecting my phone, now I'm gonna have to pay another 20 bucks just to buy a car lighter adapter so I can charge my damn battery. Man I'm giving myself a headache. I'm not too chatty this morning. Gotta go. Bye.
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current time is 9:41:51 PM
Ok I reconnected my phone. It cost me fuckin' 125 bucks. I went to two different locations but I just got the runaround. I finally got it done and now I'm happy.
But wait. I left my fucking battery charger at my grandma's house in L.A. DAMNIT!!!!! Ughhh life is cruel.
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current time is 9:29:20 AM
I hate Sunday nights. I can never fall asleep so I end up feeling groggy in the morning. I feel a lot better than I did yesterday though. It's funny how my moods swing from two opposite ends so easily. I'm a very sensitive person, not like sissy-sensitive. Like, it only takes a little bit for my emotions to show, no matter what those emotions may be. Heh.
I'm going to reconnect my phone to a new account because my dumb ass sister ended up not wanting the phone. I disconnected my service last month because she wanted to buy my phone. Now, she doesn't want it anymore. I was planning on getting a Nokia since they're so darn cute but then my 150 dollar Samsung phone would have just gone to waste. I feel naked without my phone. I need to hook it up soon. Oh I also need to sell my pager because I don't even get pages anymore. I get like.. 2 per day if I'm lucky. Hahah I guess no one pages me anymore because I never call back.
Last night I sat in front of the computer for a good 2 hours just browsing this site educating myself. That site is really informative if you want to fix up your rice rocket and you need advice. I learned a shitload about what to do and not to do to my car. Excellent reading material! I highly recommend it.
Well it's a little late in the morning [9:28] for me to be still doing this entry. I have to finish up this project before lunch hits or else I'm never gonna get through the day. Bye.
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current time is 9:22:25 PM
Ok for the confused folks, I posted an entry earlier in french about why I was feeling so shitty. If you translate it directly into english it will make shit for sense. So don't try.
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current time is 1:39:04 PM
Je ne puis pas cesser de pleurer. Je ne puis pas cesser de sentir l'intérieur tellement vide. Je m'ennuie de lui tellement que c'est presque une douleur physique aussi bien qu'une douleur émotive. Sa présence est là. mais ce n'est plus pareil. Nous ne sommes plus les mêmes. Il ne m'aime pas la voie qu'il a utilisée à et c'est massacre j'à l'intérieur. J'ai pensé que notre amour pour l'eachother a été allé, mais j'avais tort. Il était seulement à lui qui a été allé, et mon amour pour lui est demeuré fort. Tout que je veux doit sentir ses bras autour de moi... pour qu'il essuie les larmes outre de ma joue et pour me rassure que tout sera simplement bon. Tout que je dois est sa chaleur et sécurité me tenir et me maintenir sûr. Je ne puis pas dormir. Je ne puis pas manger. Je ne puis pas penser. Je ne puis faire rien sans lui. Il est mon compagnon d'âme... mon meilleur ami. Il est le seul que j'aimerai jamais.
Thanks for the idea Matt.
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current time is 11:22:14 AM
I'm so fuckin sad.
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Welcome to Apartment P1 on the world wide web. I hope you enjoy your stay here, as I will probably not make it enjoyable.
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