8.5.2000

current time is 11:53:15 PM
I just got home from my bf's house. After the concert we went back to his place to talk about a few things. As I was about to pull out of his cul-de-sac my friend drove by and we talked for a sec. Her boyfriend Jason lives next door to my bf. But anyway, tonight was pretty cool.

The concert was... good. No further comment though.

I haven't touched the new layout all week. I'm just too damn lazy. Maybe I'll work on it a little bit later tonight if I don't fall asleep. Mmmm I just popped a chocolate maui caramac in my mouth. Yumm. Those are caramel/macademia nut filled chocolate candies. My friend went to Hawaii so he gave me a box. These are so chewy though. They get stuck on mah teef [my teeth]. Hahah.

My remote control is still missing in action. Don't you hate that?! I know it's in here somewhere. I wish I could page the darn thing. I hate getting all comfy in my bed and then having to get up to change the channel. I just leave the TV off altogether. Where are you poor remote?!

My brother is gonna go online to check his mail and then I'm gonna start working on my new layout. Talk to you tomorrow! Goodnight!
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current time is 11:25:50 AM
A weird thing happened to me at work yesterday. I was eating a donut in my usual fashion [breaking off pieces instead of biting into the actual donut]. Anyway, my co-worker sat down next to me and said "Hey I like the way you eat your donut." He was one of the VPs so I couldn't reply with a smart ass comment so I said "Haha.. uhh thanks." Then he says "that looks good." I replied, "Well.. there's more glazed in the box." He says, "Yeah.. but I just want to taste it. Can I have a bite of yours?"...WHAT THE FEEZY?! I remained calm and collected, broke off a little piece and said "Here..." He then grabbed my wrist, put it up to his mouth and gobbled the damn thang off of my fingers. "Thanks Mae, " as he walked away like it was nothing. First I sat there confused a little thinking I had just imagined the whole thing. But dude. Isn't that some form of sexual harrassment?!!?!? Don't get me wrong, I wasn't uncomfortable with him or anything, I was just confused. Technically it's not sexual harrassment if neither of the parties are upset about it right? I wasn't upset at all. I actually started to squirm a little because I'd always thought he was kinda cute for a man in his early thirties. *grin*
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8.4.2000

current time is 8:34:23 AM
I just wrote a long ass paragraph about washing my car and why I did it. I really don't think you would be interested in reading about that so I deleted it.

I had a meeting with Ro last night about their website. I'm so excited! I really love the graphics that his friend came up with. It's definitely given me great ideas for the redesign of their site. Project!!

Anywhoo. It's Friday morning and I hope today isn't going to be as stressful as the last few days have been. I swear there isn't enough time in one work day to finish everything while maintaining deadlines. I guess it's my fault. I should probably stop bloggin' and get my ass to work...Naaaahhhh!!! hahaha

But nah. It's not that I don't do anything all day but do brains entries. Sometimes in the morning when I'm not ready to dive into my pile of work I relax a little by doing this entry. *sigh* Ok now I'm relaxed. Back to work I go!
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8.3.2000

current time is 2:18:37 PM
You know what happened to me today at lunch. I spilled it all over the sidewalk. >=| ... No I didn't ralph all over the ground, I dropped my goddang bag and my fries scattered all over the sidewalk. I got out of my car, started walking towards the door and bam. There goes my fries. I was carrying a bunch of stuff too so I didn't have a firm grip on the bag. I was sooo sad! I looked down at my poor fries laying helplessly on the concrete and almost burst into tears. I was so hungry!! I was stuck eating a big 'n tasty all by itself with no fries to keep it company. Oh well.
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current time is 8:21:32 AM
"You look tired this morning." That's what my boss said to me when I walked into the office today. I look tired every morning. I went to sleep fairly early last night and yet I still had trouble getting up this morning.

I feel good though. Not shitty like I usually do. =] It's Thursday so you know what that means...... tomorrow's FRIDAY! Eh that was lame.

Holy shit. I had 179 visitors yesterday. [It may not be a lot to you, but it is to me! I only average 72 per day!] WTF?! Let me see.... the bulk of my referrers are from Gerard's page because he was kind enough to give me credit for the whole button thang. It's not like I invented the darn idea, but thanks anyway Gee and Lex! Lex thanked me on his page too. =] It's much appreciated fellas.
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8.2.2000

current time is 6:58:17 PM
I like to have fresh flowers on my desk at all times. For the past month and a half I had a Hydrangea flower that actually stayed alive because I watered it religiously. Sadly, it eventually died. =\ My desk was starting to look a bit plain and empty. My co-worker knew how much I loved fresh flowers so he was kind enough to buy me a new bouqet of pinkish-purplish daisies. Awwww!! That was so fuckin' sweet of him.
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current time is 4:33:51 PM
Ha! Lookie lookie at all my buttons.
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current time is 8:50:35 AM
Traffic lights are such dickwads. This morning I sat through an hour of stop and go traffic because of one measly traffic light intersection. The lights were broken so it did that annoying red-flashing-thang. It was horrible. Then when I finally got to the intersection all of a sudden all the lights [for each direction!!] turned green so if people weren't paying attention they would have all went at the same time. Needless to say I got to work 10 minutes late. No big deal though I was the first one here anyway.

So here we are on a Wednesday morning. I did a lot of thinking yesterday about college. About where I see myself in a few years. Yesterday at work the CEO asked me to FedEx something for him. I said sure since I'm the only one who knows how to work the software. It was a check made out to the University of Miami for $11,000. His son's tuition for Fall. I thought... damn. His son is lucky that his dad can just pay off school like that without even needing any financial aid or scholarships.

Then I started to look through my mail. Cal Poly Pomona sent me a brochure about their Web Programming courses coming up this fall. That made me think about college even more. I got on the net and started searching for colleges trying to get an idea of what might be good for me. I've even finally decided on my major: Computer Engineering. Ok, yeah it's not like it's that impossible, I mean c'mon now! Have a little faith in me. I know I am capable of it. I know that as long as I want it enough, and I dedicate myself 200%, I'll be able to do it. I just have to be in the right mind set. If I'm going to pay $5K or more for school, you better fuckin believe I will be in the right mind set.

What makes my life even harder is that I have to transfer from a JC and in order to do that I have to complete 60 units. I am working full time and going to school part time so this is going to take me forever. PLUS I cannot quit my job because I have my car to pay for. I can work full time and go to school part time but I can't go to school full time and work ... at all. AAaaAahHhHhhHHhh.... I wish I would have done this sooner. All you high schoolers out there better get your ass in check in apply for colleges NOW. Trust me, if I regret it, YOU will too.
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8.1.2000

current time is 2:15:39 PM
What is the world coming to these days? Today is 89¢ nuggets day at McDonald's. I pull up through the drive thru.

"Good afternoon what can I make for you today?"
"I'll have a 6-piece and medium fries."
"Would you like the meal?"
"No thank you."
"What kind of sauce for your nuggets?"
"Hot mustard and sweet and sour please."
"So you want the 6-piece meal with what drink?"
"No, no I don't want the meal. Just the nuggets and fries."
"Oh ok no meal. $2.67 first window please."

So I pay and I'm headed off to the office. I'm munching on my french fries and I pulled out a piece of paper which was my receipt. They charged me 25¢ extra for my sauce?! Shit I didn't know you were only allowed one freakin' tub of sauce per order. Those bastards. What is the world coming to these days...
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current time is 8:44:09 AM
Wow I feel wanted. I've already got back to back plans lined up for this weekend and it's only Tuesday? Whew. This week is definitely going to be busy. Friday I'm going to be my friend's "date" to his parents dinner gala thingie. The only reason I'm going is because he doesn't want his parents to think he's single or else they'll try to set him up with someone. Hahah how cute. On Saturday I had two options. Option 1) My co-workers are having a little get together thing on a boat and that sounded like fun... except I read the fine print and I'd have to be accompanied by an adult since I'm under 21!! Hah..Screw that. So, option 2 wins by default. My bf and I are going to watch my bro sing in some concert thing at Eastlake High. And finally on Sunday I promised Jeff I'd help him babysit his nephew. Err.. ok well I guess it isn't such a stellar weekend but at least I can keep myself away from the computer.

Still no progress on the new layout. *shrugs* Sorry guys I'm just so damn lazy. My projected release date was supposed to be today but I guess it will have to wait until next week. Maybe sooner! =]
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7.31.2000

current time is 5:47:47 PM
TANG is the best drink on earth.
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current time is 8:41:45 AM
Ooohhhhh... I don't think I've ever felt as shitty as I did this morning. I woke up around 6:30 not knowing where the hell I was or what I was doing there. Of course I was in my bedroom but I was so disillusioned from lack of sleep. I finally dragged myself out of bed and took a shower. When I got out of the shower I felt even worse. I was about to call in sick today but I managed to gather myself and get ready for work. Me? Call in sick? Are you cuurazy?! I wanna save my sick days for when I'm feeling better.

I was up late last night trying to finish at least half of the new layout. No luck. I'm still only done with the main page and biodome. I chatted a bit with him, him, and Neil. Oh that reminds me, I have to put Matt's real link up instead of the ones in my blogs. Ok, consider it done Matt.

Waiting To Exhale was on HBO last night. That movie is pretty good, though the acting was pretty ehh. The soundtrack is excellent. I have it somewhere in my room and I wanted to bring it to work today but I couldn't find it. I could feel Angela Bassett's pain when her husband was telling her that he was leaving for another hoochie. Ooh! What a punk ass. The way I am, I would go psycho if that ever happened to me. If I was married to some fucker for 11 years and he just upped and left like that? Oooh there would be hell to pay. There's no wrath like a woman scorned.

Don't fuck with my heart. =]

I got paid! WOOHOO! Although I still have to pay back my mom, and a few bills here and there, I'm no longer struggling to save my money. By the time I get paid on the 15th of August, I won't have any more expenses. YEAH!! It's been a long time since I actually spent money for myself. Those of you who see me will notice a drastic change in my attitude. =] A good change though!
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7.30.2000

current time is 2:13:13 PM
Geezus. I just woke up. I'm extremely tired. I was up until 4 am talking to a few people. I woke up to my mom banging on my door telling me to give her my dirty laundry. Ugh what an end to a nice long sleep.

But anyways. LA was fun last night. My niece and nephews are soooo fuckin' cute. Ahh! They're too hyper though. One of them is my God Son. He's usually the quiet one but he started playing with my shades and OMG it was soooo cute. *sigh* I love babies.

No that doesn't mean I want to go out and have one of my own. Dude I can hardly support myself, much less another human being. Blah. But I have a few friends with babies so I can just go visit them. Ah that reminds me I should go visit my friend Emmy. She had another baby [a girl this time] and I haven't seen her yet.

I'm going to put something in my tummy real quick and then off to working on the new layout. Talk to you laters!
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current time is 1:36:32 AM
Ahhh... home sweet home. I just got home from LA. I can't believe I actually sat myself in front of the computer. I'm so tired I should be getting to bed but you know me. Anyway, I did the normal online routine. Signed on to AOL, open up Outlook and check mail. I got the usual porn mail and "mae, how do you do this" mail. It's ok though I enjoy reading all e-mails I get. Well except for the porn mail of course *ahem*. I was also happy to receive a nice reply e-mail from this one hot boy that I e-mailed before I left today. He deserves to be mentioned twice in my blogs just for being so darn cute. Hahahah. I'm such a sicko.

Oh Lord. I'm so sleepy. Oh! I may be able to get some rims sooner than planned because my cousin in LA has some hook ups. I'm gonna buy my springs the next time I get paid. WooHoo! Being financially stable ROCKS! *sigh* Ok well I better hit the sack. I need all the beauty sleep I can get.
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