current time is 10:00:59 PM
G'evening all. I've searched and searched all morning for a new webhost [just in case we do in fact get shut down] and I found one I am comfortable with. They even gave me a customized quote. It's hella good!!!! I'll have to wait and see until Monday though.. whatever happens happens. The only thing certain is that PhayzeONE will indefinitely remain online along with all my hostees. =]
I don't think I've ever spoken about this subject but here I go. During one of the many times my ex/bf and I have been separated, there was this guy... anywhoo. I used to like him. We were great buddies. We shared lotsa laughs together. I think he liked me, he would give me hints but we never actually declared our feelings for each other. The catch... I wasn't supposed to like him. It was just plain wrong at the time. [I don't really want to get into it because then some people would figure out who I am speaking about] Anyway, I haven't talked to him in a few months... *sigh* He probably hates me right now. I have no clue, that's what's even harder. I see him around.. and I know he sees me. But I never know whether or not I should act on it. I want so much to just speak to him.. to hear him laugh at my retardedness. He wasn't your everyday romantic, but with me, he was so sweet. That's what I liked about him. =] Just thinking about him makes me smile.. even to this day.
Blah. Enough of that talk. I'm such a dodo.
I'm still financially stressed out. I can't wait until this month is over. After this month, I'll be back on track with my benjamins. Next month is my best friend's berfday. I know exactly what I'm gonna get him. I wish I could buy it now but I'm still broke. Grr.. BEING BROKE SUCKS!!
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current time is 2:21:55 PM
I received a very disturbing e-mail from Jason yesterday regarding our webhost Communitech. I bought my webspace from Jason who is a reseller for communitech. Anyway, they contacted him saying that we take up too much bandwidth and what not and it's straining their CPU or some shit like that. Anyway, they were going to suspend all our sites yesterday but luckily they'll review it over the weekend.
Do you know what that means? It means all my hostees, Jason's hostees, and other resold accounts will be affected. If the outcome of this goes against us, we'll all have to find another goddamn home on the web. I hate searching for webhosts!! On top of all that, our URLs might be inactive for a couple days. I just coughed up 60 bucks for the next 3 months' service too. Ugh. This sucks big time.
On the bright side I finally got my page to show up. Grrr. I was on the brink of madness. This is a preview version of what the new layout is going to look like. The gal in the background is Psylocke of the comic book series X-MEN. Hopefully she'll be in the sequel. She's a bad ass mutant. Her real name is Elizabeth "Betsy" Braddock, originally from Britain but after some complications and what not she was transformed into the Asian body she has now. She's dope.
Umm what else... it's not that hot anymore. It's about damn time! I hate humidity. Ugh if I ever had to go back to the Philippines I think I'd die before I walk out of the airport. I hate being sticky icky icky. Bleehh.
Geez I e-mail my sister once and now she put me on her chain letter mailing list. I swear I get like 3 or 4 chain letters a day from her ass. Is that all she does at work?! Haha I shouldn't be talkin. But that's beside the point! Some of them are actually kinda funny though. She sent me a video clip of a grandma version of the Whassup Guys. I'm still looking for the Super Heroes version if anyone has it. Send it my way! I'll send you the Whassup Grandmas too. Hahah. That shit is hilarious.
Well I'm gonna make like Destiny's Child and bounce ba ba bounce. [HAHAHAHAH that was SOOO corny]... Ok I'm gonna save myself from any further humiliation. Bye!
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current time is 2:31:08 PM
Ah! I found my stash of chewing gum! =D
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current time is 8:31:10 AM
I walked into a practically empty office this morning. Can you imagine, an empty office which usually holds 100 employees? One of the admin. assistants informed me that there was on offsite Product Development meeting. Hm. This is going to be an interesting Friday.
I brought the donuts this morning but the gal who usually brings the bagels isn't here today. Darn... darn darn darn. I was looking forward to the bagels. I don't really eat the donuts anymore. They're not as fulfilling as the bagels. Mmmm.. bagels. Well, hopefully the 6 dozen donuts I bought will be enough for everyone. If not, oh well tough noogies.
Thank GOOOOOODD it's the weekend. I didn't get my afternoon nap yesterday so this morning I was a bit cranky especially since I didn't get off the computer until past 1 am. I was working on the new layout and a preview layout for Brains. For some reason everytime I cut and pasted all the linkage codes I had, my whole page went blank. Aahhh!! I was getting so irritated. On top of that, my brother kept interrupting me asking me if he could go online.
What should I do this weekend? Catch up on sleep? Yeah. Hang out with the ex/bf? Hmm.. possibly. Oh SHIT I need to register for school in the fall. Damn.
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current time is 10:25:51 AM
Call me sick and twisted but the thought of designing a new layout gets me all excited.
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current time is 8:30:05 AM
Hello! I switched my counter back to thecounter.com instead of the darkcounter.com one. The dark counter doesn't give me stats and the statistic counter I have doesn't give me the information I need. Even though the referrers are down right now, I still like thecounter.com a lot better. =]
I'm feeling good this morning. No road rage this morning! [Watch, now that I said that I'll probably get a bunch this afternoon on my way home.] I got to work extra early even though I woke up a bit late. I'm having a good hair and make up day! Today is starting out just great for me. Thank god. I needed one of these. =]
See I'm even ending all my paragraphs with smiley faces. I'm such a twit. Hahaha. I guess I needed to cheer up a bit because last week one of my co-workers asked me a question that kinda caught me off guard. She asked "Are you ok Mae?" I said yeah why. She says "You always seem grumpy". Whoa... I always thought of myself as pleasant and cheerful. I guess not! Haha. I need an attitude adjustment.
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current time is 12:25:46 AM
Ugh I had the worst day at work today. After an 'incident' I wanted to blow off steam by blogging and I had typed the whole damn thing out and then my computer froze. Ack! My boss is gonna get me a new computer. Yay! I told her about a rude caller that I had gotten [that was the incident] and she was on my side too. Woohoo!
So what happened? Well, I took over answering the phones for the afternoon and some lady calls for one of the employees. I transferred her to the extension and he didn't pick up so the call rang back to me. I told the heffer that he wasn't available and she said "Who is this?". I answered "This is Mae" thinking what the fuck does she need to know who I am for? Then the bitch says "I'm on my car phone, don't ever put me on hold like that ever again, now put me into his voice mail" like I was some fuckin' incompetent child!! Oooh. I sooo wanted to go off on her, but I remained professional and put her into the damn voice mail. FIRST OF ALL, that bitch is a personal caller and has no right to be demanding the way that she was. SECOND OF ALL, she asked for my name for what reason? To report me to my superior? My boss will cuss the bitch out for even trying to get me in trouble and for wasting her time. THIRD OF ALL, it's not my fault that her party didn't answer the phone call therefore causing her bitch ass to wait on hold. ERGGHHH!!!!!
The rest of the day was spent running around making sure the CEO had everything he needed for his oh-so-important investor meeting. It's funny. I'm not his assistant, yet he still has a knack for ordering me around. Is it because I'm a chick? I think so.
Ew Mena Suvari is on the tonight show. She annoys me. Ack I gotta go to sleep. It's past midnight already. Nights!
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current time is 8:34:10 AM
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention today is my 45th month anniversary. Also known as 3 years and 9 months. =]
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current time is 8:16:12 AM
As I headed out the door this morning, I thought to myself: I hate driving. Well, not driving in general. Driving to work. That same long gas-guzzling journey I take to and from work. I encounter my share of road-raged idiots every single day.
So I'm driving along to work. I'm halfway there. I thought the coast was clear. I was wrong. Here's this fool in an ugly ass fixed up Nissan Maxima tailgating me when I was already going 70 in a 45MPH zone. Ugh I hate that! So he switched lanes and roared passed me and got in front of me. That pissed me off!!!! I decided I should retaliate. I switched lanes and luckily someone pulled out of a driveway right in front of him so he had to brake all hard. HAHAH! Then I sped passed him and when along my way. I thought I had disposed of the sucker.
But I hadn't. There he was again but this time he wasn't behind me, he was next to me trying to race me?!? I don't normally give in to losers like him but just that fobby ass look on his face made him deserve an ass whoopin. So I said oooohh it's on fucker. We were at a red light and it was taking unusually long to turn green. Good thing though because I spotted a cop coming up in our lane a few cars back.
As he looked like a dumb ass revving his engine, I just sat tight waiting for him to humiliate himself. *green light!* There he goes off like there's no tomorrow. I took off normally. The cop quickly noticed his climbing speeds and as soon as he went over the speed limit the cop started following him and pulled him over. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Now that's what I call revenge. Fucking idiot. Doesn't he know never to mess with a chick behind the wheel?! Bad things happen to those who do. That's what I tell my ex/bf while we're on the road. Don't piss off a bitch behind the wheel.
Ahhhh that was fun writing about it. Not too fun of an experience, but fun when it's all over. Oh last night I sent myself an mp3 from my aol account to my phayze1 mail and now I can't access my damn mail!! When I tried to retrieve it, the whole thing starts to download. I can't read any other mail until that message is completely downloaded. Sucks ass!! Oh well. I'll deal with that shiet later. Bye!
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current time is 12:41:14 PM
I'm addicted to chewing gum. [Ahh!! I'm down to my last two pieces!!] Everytime my gum loses it's flavor I pop in another piece without spitting out my chewed up gum. Dude. After an hour I had this huge wad of gum in my mouth. It was so big I couldn't even chew with my mouth closed. Then I looked like a dumb ass so I spit it out and started on a new wad.
Ahh! I'm down to my final piece!
I'm going to put my layout back up only because someone asked me to. I guess I could just blog on that thang. Don't expect any updates though. Not for now at least. I need a break. =]
Whoa how odd. I've got nothing much to say today. Take advantage of it while you can! Bye!
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current time is 8:30:09 AM
I really need to see a doctor about my sleep deprivation. This is ridiculous. I sleep for 4 hours during the day along with my normal night's sleep and I still can't get myself to wake up in the morning without a struggle. I'm so not a morning person. Mornings suck!
I gotta get to work. I'll write more later. Bye.
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current time is 10:44:59 PM
Oooooohhhhhhhhh... my throbbing head.
Ewwie! Get your mind out of the gutter. Haha. I meant my throbbing headACHE. Last night, as you know, I didn't get much sleep. When I got home from work today I plopped on my bed and took a nap until 9:30 pm. Bad idea. Nap in the middle of day = bad headache. Plus the awful humidity. Dude I'm not one pleasant cookie right now. I feel really shitty. I even took a cold shower. Still shitty. Took some Aleve. Still shitty. Ahh!! I'm going to sleep now.
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current time is 8:30:38 AM
I could not bring myself out of bed this morning for the love of GOD! I even went to sleep early too! I think I turned in at about 11 pm last night. I actually fell asleep too! Then around 2 am I woke up to an extremely ear piercing continuous noise. At first I thought it was my imagination but it kept going. It sounded like someone had their hand on a car horn and held it there forever. My window was open so I thought if I closed it, that would do the trick. No! I could still hear it. I put my ear to the door to make sure it wasn't one of our cars. Nope it wasn't. Dude, it was probably my neighbors. That really pissed me off. Ruined a rare good night's sleep for me.
Coincidentally, while I was trying to get back to sleep last night, I was watching Dateline and the subject was sleep deprivation. They had a quiz to see if you were sleep deprived and dude. I'm sooo sleep deprived. That's not good. Seriously, I should change my sleeping habits. But it's hard! Ugh. I'm fuckin sleepy as hell.
I have to go to my mom's office after work today. I have to look at their current website and see what I can do with it and what not. I want to go straight home after work. I just want to curl up under my desk and take a nap. Ok well I gotta get crackin'. Laters.
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current time is 10:16:02 PM
Haven't spoken to my ex since Friday when I hung up on him. Haven't really talked about him either. I guess that shows that I don't really miss him or need him right now. I actually spent some quality time with my family this weekend. Believe me, with my family, that's a rare event. I mean, we get along and all, but we never really do anything 'together' anymore. We're all grown up now. But we had fun. Friday night we all went to Fashion Valley and ate at California Pizza Kitchen before watching Scary Movie. Saturday night we went to the new Edwards Cinemas 18 in Mira Mesa. My sibs and I watched X-MEN and my parents watched The Perfect Storm.
My relationship with my ex is so confusing. Not to me of course, but to explain to everyone else. People don't understand how a conversation about a couple of ice cubes can lead to screaming and arguing. It doesn't take much for our personalities to clash. He sees things much differently than I do at times. For example, we're both struggling for money at the moment but I decided to take him to Carl's Jr. to have lunch. I didn't plan on getting a big meal since I was pinching my pennies. I asked him what he wanted and he said "a western bacon cheese burger and a jr.hamburger". I gave him that "are you serious?" look. Then he said "What, you want me to get more??" I couldn't believe my ears. Wasn't he aware of the fact that I'm broke as a joke?!?!?!?!! Then I just looked at him in disbelief and ordered what he wanted.
We sat down and he was bitching at me telling me that he was just trying to save me money and that I'm so greedy and stingy and what not. He obviously was not going to understand where I was coming from since two hamburgers was his idea of "saving me money". I just stayed quiet while he acted like a baby and threw his hamburger at me.
I cannot believe he has the fucking nerve to call me greedy when I'm the one who's fuckin' paying for his ass. Even before, when I wasn't broke I still payed for him since he's in school and doesn't have a job. Ugh he has some fuckin' nerve. We just don't see eye to eye. This is basically how I put it: We can't stand each other.
If you asked me to sit here and talk about each one of our little fights, dude. You'd be sitting here reading for hours. LITERALLY. Plus you'd just be like... WTF is wrong with these two?!? I'll give you one more prime example.
He usually comes to my house, I don't go to his house nearly as much as he goes to mine. I'm so terribly sorry that I don't remember to get him a drink EACH AND EVERY TIME HE'S HERE. He then bitches. When I do get him a drink and god forbid I only give him 2 ice cubes instead of 3, oh hell. You can't shut him up. He claims that "it's common sense" that you're supposed to put 3 ice cubes in a drink and that I only put 2 to piss him off. HAH! He thinks I WANT to argue?? So then last week I was at his house this time. We were eating and I asked him for a drink. He didn't want to cuz he was lazy. He told me to wait. And when he finally did give me a drink there was only 1 ice cube in it. So What. I don't care. BUT the fact that he's a fuckin' hypocrite forced me to bring up my point. Needless to say, we argued and I stormed off. Ugh. I swear that's not the worst of it. It's just really bad... our relationship. I wouldn't wish this kind of arguing on anyone.
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current time is 4:37:55 AM
I'm temporarily taking down the rest of the page. Brains is the only thing I want to update as of right now. I know you all liked the trivia section, but don't worry. It will be back, and everything else, very shortly. Unfortunately I wasn't able to work my [lack of] magic on Adobe tonight but luckily I came up with something. Like it? If you don't get it, it's from the VW slogan.
I'm sorry to everyone who submitted their site for linkage. I've been preoccupied with other parts of the site and haven't gotten a chance to touch the linkage. I'm really sorry to everyone who [supposedly] liked the layout I just took down. You know me, never satisfied. =]
I also took down the guestbook. What's the point of having it up if no one even signs it? It just makes me look like a loser. Haha. If you have something to say, just e-mail me. Sorry, no shameless advertising as of yet. When the new layout comes about, I'll post a guestbook link again. =]
Good lord, it's 4:37am. I've been working on this for the past 3 hours. I need to really get my sleep now. Night.
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current time is 1:33:42 AM
Hi guys, I watched X-MEN with my family today. It was pretty good. Not too much action, and it strayed far from the actual comic book series. In the books, Jubilee is the one that Wolverine 'takes care' of. Not Rogue. And, Rogue isn't some weak little girl. She's more along the lines of the type of actress that played Jean Grey [Famke Janssen]. They left out a bunch of key characters, but hopefully they'll surface in the sequel. WooHoo! I can't wait.
I'm gonna work my magic [or lack of] on Adobe and see what kinda layout I can come up with. Nights! Sorry no long entry today. I'll try to update tomorrow. I might shut the site down for a couple days since I don't have much time [or inclination] to update. Ok bye.
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